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Monday, January 26, 2004

i'm feeling good! i'm feeling ok! i tot i will hv de feeling where my body is tired & everything bt no! u knw, i woke up ard 0445hrs in de morning to pee. hehe!!! i could jz stayed up & slept for another hour but NO! i went off to sleep until 0645hrs & got up ard 0700hrs in de morning. & of course as always, i took de cab. & it was still raining heavily diz morning.
mom seems to be ok diz morning. & she was still asking me to wear socks to work but de thing is, i'm out of socks. haha!!! well, let's see wt time i'm gg off today, i hv to get a pair of shoes! & some socks. i went to compass point de other dae, bt de shoe which i wanna buy was out of stock. only left de small sizes! damn it!
now it's sunny outside. i hope it stays until tomorrow. i better get out there & take de heat for awhile. dn wanna stay in diz air-con filled room long.

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u knw, everytime P10 say out Black Eyed Peas for the grammy nominee thing, than they will play the song which is nominated. which is Where Is The Love. When they said 'Black Eyed Peas', than de c/o of Where Is The Love came on. & as u all knw, de c/o hears more of Justin Timberlake than BEP. so, it sounds like de nominee is JT & nt BEP. erm, u get wt i mn?

hmm, i thk de song on The Butterfly Effect's trailer is Nickelback. i'm listening to a song on radio right nw & it sounds like it!

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Sunday, January 25, 2004

it is so damn cold right nw. it has been raining 2 days straight. i hv my blanket wrapped ard me right now. it has bn raining non-stop! OJ was talking abt his hometown raining non-stop & i was saying st it's bn shiny all dae here in singapore! bt, on de 2nd day of cny, de rain starts. it starts somewhere in de afternn. it starts to darken. so, de wind was strong. & soon! it was raining cats & dogs. later, it'll slow down. than! it'll start to rain cats & dogs agaiN! til i went to sleep, til i wake up, til i went to work, til i went to compass point, til i came home, til de wardrobes, dining table, washing machine, fridge, my bed, my parents's bed all taken away, until now, de same weather. & i hv bn sneezing non-stop. even when i was having a conversation wif bik sal. i cant stop sneezing. 1st it was de dust. nw de cold. & yes! i am still sneezing now! ....& yawning. mom got her giddy head again, so she took maji momo's bed. so she's sleeping in de living room now. bt, later in de morn, she said she'll wake up & come into my room to continue sleeping.

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Saturday, January 24, 2004

last yr, OJ treated me to X-Men II, a Hugh Jackman movie. i wanted to watch it so much dt i dn even wnt to wait for another 2 weeks where there wn be much ppl coming to watch alreadi. we watched it at Great World City & we were seated at de 1sr 4th row, at de corner end. bt! it was not so bad. coming soon, in May, OJ hv to bring me to Van Hellsing! yes! another Hugh Jackman's movie. hehehe!!! i was thinking of Troy, bt dt could wait for another dae. Orlando Bloom & Brad Pitt can't compete with Hugh Jackman whose bigger & stronger... urrrrggghhh... yummy!

i can't help it! i wnt t hi-lite my hair again! it's either dye my hair to total black! last yr on cny season, i hi-lited my hair to red! yes! i dn knw wt i ws thinking bt yes! i did hi-lited my hair red! diz yr, i dn wnt red. hmm, wt abt ginger red!? whoa!

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it's so boring here. i realli hv no mood to work. i dn knw, bt not like on thursday dt dae, i feel sleepy. i feel so damn tired. neway, i can't finish de arrangements at work as i'm so out of double-sided tape. nw updating some things on de system & it gets me realli sleepy. i feel like gg out now bt it might rain netime. abg rahman mz be sleeping & yazid is jz relaxing.

wwwuuuaaaahhh!!!! i wnt to go home! no! i wnt to go & hi-lite my hair! muaahahaha!!!

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Thursday, January 22, 2004

i'm wearing the ankle guard now. de pain is lessen a bit when i wore it.
anyway, de swollen is still there. sigh.
i'm suppose to report to work at 0800hrs or 0900hrs but hey! i reported to work at 1100hrs. muaahahaah!!! when cuckoo called me, he thought i alreadi came in de earli morning. i've become lazy nowadays. think it's cuz of de non-stop overtiming & having not enuff sleep. bt i seem to have paid-back my sleep. but hey! i slept too much now!

neway! happy CNY to all of you Chinese residence out there, wherever you are. Whether in Singapore, Malaysia or Indonesia!

i'm getting back to work now.

I can't wait to watch "The Butterfly Effect".!!!

OMG! NSYNC's I Drive Myself Crazy on de radio!

thk i'm gg off ard 1630 - 1700hrs todae. i'll wait till yazid finishes de delivery than i'll go off.

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Monday, January 19, 2004

i was clearing up my stuffs. nt enuff boxes. so, i smsed OJ to help me keep some big boxes for me if there're any. but there wasnt. unfortunately. bt fortunately, OJ went to customer side & got me 2 big boxes & 3 medium boxes. it was so nice of him! got him to put it together for me & tape it & i put a note on it so dt nobody would throw it away.

work is extremely bz today. there're lots of shipments to be ship out of course.

but, it's raining so heavily & it's not stopping! gosh!

OJ went off alreadi. he'll be leaving for home after MN tonight. well, gonna c him again after CNY holidays.

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Sunday, January 18, 2004

my leg still hurts by i thk it's getting better. it onli hurts badly when de leg is given lots of rest & it'll starts to move again. but, i cn manage. nt as bad as yesterdae or 2-3 days ago. de other day, after gg out wif OJ, i had to t8k MC de nxt dae. my leg was damn bad painful. then, on thursdae, when everybody's hopes were disappointed, i went out wif OJ again. well, he was de one looking for something. & yesterdae, when our pay was released to us 1 week b4 de actual date, me & OJ went to town. i wanted to collect my Arwen Star pendant bt it was out of stock! wt! bt, it's ok! i ended up spending a few dollars on 2 sets of BodySoft bras. mueehehehe!!! i was ended up being happy. except for de leg though. OJ spend a few dollars too. buying an "alien head". muaahahaha!!!!

bt today! i received a call! from Caesar! dt guy who took my order like Aug last yr called me & said dt he had a kept de piece of Arwen Star for me! i felt bad for letting him reserved it for me for so long, i immediately told OJ dt i wanted to go dwn to get it & asked him if he wnts to accompany. he said ok, & i went to collect it & OMG! it is (de Arwen Star) so damn beautiful!

me & OJ went to de nu renovated Sembawang Shopping centre, we had dinner & after dt, i was de onli one who ws like shopping. i bought 2 cds, Black Eyed Peas's Elephunk & Hillary Duff's Metamorphosis. always wanted those cds. than, went to Giant. i was onli thinking of getting one item bt ended up getting more than 1 item. & we didnt even took any basket, my items & OJ's item all felt to de floor. even OJ's bag was loose & felt. it was a comical scene! some ppl were looking at us & laughing too! an auntie was so kind to get us a basket as she didnt need to. OJ was walking away to get a basket bt thk he saw de lady passing me de basket, he came back. haha!!! de lady's daughter was still looking at us & laughing at our outrageous stupidity. muaaahahahahaahhahah!!!!!!!!! i realli cant help laughing jz nw. than, when we got to de queue, whoa! it was realli realli long! bt it was a fun experience!

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Sunday, January 11, 2004

i'm in pain. it all started on monday. i woke up. & i walked. i walked & i walked. & de pain was there. it hurts. it's as if my whole body is gonna collapse. i had it b4 & i had it nw. last night, i soaked my leg into de warm water & rub it wif a medicated oil. it was ouch! & this morning i woke up, it was a whole pain! i had no choice. i cant take it! i went to de clinic & got an MC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mueehehehhe!!!

i didnt bring my keys & i expected dad to be alreadi in de living room, reading de newspaper when i get back. bt! nope! he was in de toilet, taking his bath & mom was still sleeping. i knocked on de door so mne times till my knuckles hurt. i called de home phone bt still she won't wake up. so, i had no choice but to go back to de house & shut out for her at de window. & i did jz dt. she woke up & shouted back dt she opens de door. haha!!! by de time i got in, dad was still in de bathroom & mom went back to sleep.

urgh, i will never ever go out not bringing my keys again!

u knw, de weather outside nw is so nice. it's sunny & windy. who wouldnt want to go out in dt kind of nice weather? & here i am stuck at home. can't walk much due to my stupid leg! it's swollen. it's so round. bt even on this nice weather, i cant go out. i'll be at work. stuck in de cold heavy air-conditioned store dt makes my body cold stiff & weak.

my nails are short now. one broke & i hv no choice bt to cut them. it's shorter & it feels so easy typing out these words. hehe!!! it's ok! i'm gonna grow them long again & take gd care of them again. haha!!

sigh, de pills for de muscle relax everything are effective. bt de thing is, one of de pills has a drowsy effect & it feels good after taking it when you're at home de whole day. u will be sleeping & not wanting to wake up. ur eyes will jz keep shut & nt wanting to open. bt when u're at work & taking de pill, u'll get tired & bored. well, i'll skip dt pill tomorrow when i get back to work.

mom is watching a gd chinese drama. well, it's a cantonese one & so it's dubbed mandarin here in singapore & it makes it bored to watch it. i realli prefer watching foreign shows wif their own languages. & not dubbed.

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Saturday, January 10, 2004

wt is it wif me & gareth gates?! haha!! nothing bt! i hv to admit, i dn like his 1st few singles. bt, I like de Unchained Melody which he did & also Say It Isn't So. his sweet smooth voice made the song so nice.

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it's windy. it has been raining diz few days but onli slight ones. yesterdae night when i came home, de moon was so close to our area. bt it was more closer seen in amk than yishun. it was so beautiful.

i'm suppose to be working today bt i've told knn dt i might not be coming. i ralli need to pay back my sleeps. haha!!! well, gotta clear my portion of stuffs in de wardrobe. cny is coming & i need to clear lots of stuffs & we need to clear them bad.

i woke up this mom wif mom trying to wake me up. bt i told her dt it's saturday & i cn go to work late bt, when i woke up 12nn jz nw, i tot she was still in her room, sleeping or jz lying down bt nope! she's nt ard!? where has she gone to? i heard de phone ringing ard 1100hrs bt i didnt pick it up. well, maybe she has gone to de market. bt! so earli? cn be la! bt nw wt time alreadi! it's alreadi 1304hrs!

neway, i'm gonna do some clear ups & prepare my nu layout. bt, it'll not be up soon la!

This is a bloody nice song. I saw it on MTV last year bt de song was only launched on radio recently. & i have to say, this de nicest Gareth Gates's song i've heard.

Skies are dark, It's time for rain, Final call, You board the train, Heading for tomorrow. I wave goodbye to yesterday, Wipe the tears you hide your face, Blinded by the sorrow, How can I be smiling like before, When baby you don't love me anymore

(chorus)
Say it isn't so, Tell me you're not leaving, Say you've changed your mind now, That I am only dreaming, That this is not goodbye, This is starting over If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go,
So say isn't so

Ten to five at least we've tried, We're still alive with hopes this time, As they close the door behind you, Whistle blows with tons of steel, Shake the ground beneath the wheels, As I wish I'd never found you, How can I be smiling when you're gone, Will I be stong enough to carry on?

Miles and miles to go,, Before I can say, before I can lay, My love for you to sleep, Oh darling oh, I've got miles and miles to go, Before anyone will ever hear, Me laugh again.

-Gareth Gates, Say It Isn't So

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Thursday, January 08, 2004

i'm at home right now. de contractor came to our house this morning & took measurements. than, we followed to katong. to a house full of tiles. floor tiles. wall tiles. for kitchen and living rms. it was a long time choosing the tiles. it was not ez, u know. it took us like 1.5 hours when we were there. than, we went back to de contractors shop & talked abt the possibilities & chose some more colors for our toilets & sinks, etc.

it's OJ's bdae today. hehe!!! very old alreadi! mueehehe....

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Monday, January 05, 2004

if he had told me earlier, i would hv brought my v-cam along. dt dae on Saturdae, he said in de evening dt he wanted to go Chinatown to c firecrackers. there were lots of ppl when we took the train. when it reaches Orchard, ppl were squeezing in. even when can't come in, they still try to squeeze in. i thk it's rather stupid. there was one china girl who tried squeeze in so hard dt her hair was caught in de door. when we got down at Dhobhy Ghaut to go to NEL, oh man! loads & loads of ppl. when de NEL train came, lots of ppl were squeezing in too. So, we decided to go to de last wing to get on board. & of course, we waited for a 2nd train.

even when we got on de 2nd train, there're still ppl squeezing in. bt, thank god, it's onli 2 stations.

when we got down Chinatown, oh wow! loads of ppl. well, since de Lunar New Year is coming, wt'd u expect.

When we got out in de air, oh wow!~ there were loads of ppl. de crowd was awesome. OJ said, it was like those gangsters in Hong Kong are meeting up & are fighting each other. well, we joined de enormous crowd. & we were on de road which was not close!

we forced our way in to de crowd. since de buses & cars were all still stuck, waiting for de traffic police to go thru.

we waited & waited & OJ said dt de firecrackers will be on at 2030hrs. bt instead, fireworks came on! & de cool thing is, it's jz right abv my head. it was so nice. it was beautiful. i was a little stunned by having de feeling dt it might fall on me, OJ put his arm ard me. it was warm & nice. all through de 10minz, until de fireworks ended. ppl start dispersing & we
still standing by de road & de big longkang... oh my...

l8r, i headed to Chinatown Point & we relaxs for awhile in Cofee Bean, having de Black Forest Mocha. it was nice. l8r, we went to de bazaar & wow! it a big crowded place. i think, we walked ard for like 1 1/2 hrs. i found some seats in end & surrendered.

we took de cab back. we were too tired to walk some more to take de train.

de nxt day, we went to Tiong Bahru Plaza. i wanted to sandals bt couldnt find any. so, we went ard and bought other things. me & OJ spend our money @ U2. & i also get a pair of jeans. OJ bought a shirt for de 1st time. it was so nice. he ws onli looking at it at 1st bt i urged bim to giv it a try & whoa! it do look gd on him. tried to get him a bigger size of de same color bt it was out of stock. so, we jz sticked to de one he's trying. & whoa! he look so handsome! so gorgeous! i fell more for him.

gonna run off at 1730hrs l8r. i'm getting bored here todae.

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Saturday, January 03, 2004

they're gg for another gig now. man... it's cold. but when i wear my jacket, i start to heat.

Linkin Park's Numb on Rick Dee's Top 40.

i bought a wooden hair stick-like to put on my hair as i'm bunning up my hair. bt, when she wanted to tried it, it broke. into 2! lucky it's only $1.50. u knw, i havent even wore it.

i thk i'll get Arwen's Star nxt wk when i get my pay. yup! our payday is brought forward to one week earlier b4 de actual payday. cz, de actual payday falls on de 1st day of Chinese New Year.

nw, let's sing...~like a virgin, touch for de very 1st time....*~

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i wonder if today we make it.

Finally, i bought a Revlon nail polish. Ice Mocha. Nice delicious name for the color. it look delicious once it's put on my nail. it look so nice.

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Friday, January 02, 2004

my sista is one heck of a gurl. well, since she's not skooling. she called me jz nw & said she alreadi inserted dt wateva board into our hard disk & since she alreadi tried transferring still images into depc from our jvc v-cam, nw she alreadi transferred video files into de pc. it's so kewl. i cant wait to learn it! hehe~!

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oohhh... his smell is all over me~

i'll be on leave on de 8th. & it's his bdae. man! hehe!!~i knw wt to get him alreadi.

muaahahaha~~!!!

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omg! my late grandfather actualli wanted to name me "Fatimah". eurgh!

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my boss is singing lousy songs & my spacebar key is fucking loose!

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u knw, i wouldnt be having this name of mine right now if my dad was given the chance to name me. unfortunately, nyai named me. haiz~

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Happy 2nd day of New Year. i'm gonna pengsan nw & will be waking up in at least 5-6hrs from nw & i'm gonna leave my tea here at de pc table & my sis is taking over de system.

Oni-jiang. g9! muackz!

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Thursday, January 01, 2004

it was one hell of a day today. & a freaking hot one too. things happened where mom was yelling like a tarzan. sis was stubborn as a, whoeva she has always been. i was as always tired, angry & trying to cool down. & dad, always de judge, lawyer, prosecutor. did i spell dt word right?

tried to transfer dad's ers on ers site bt nt too much detailed for me, so nt sure & taught dad hw to transfer it on ATM. i hope mine will be in tomorrow. actualli, i would hv gone out shopping wif oni-jiang 2dae as he needs to do some chinese new year shopping too. bt, de ers is nt in yet, so i decided to postpone it to saturday, bt oni-jiang might hv something on, so we hv to c 1st.

mom still is watching chinese programs. sigh....~

oh! mom hs change channel to Suria. alahai! cerita GERAK KHAS. MCM TAKDE CERITA LAIN SEY.

neway, tadi tgk SWAT. man! Colin Farell was hubba hubba & man! it was de best fucking damn gd show!

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i giv up. my body & mind cant take it. i'm surrendering! i hv to pengsan alreadi. gd9 & gd-morn!

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sis is not back yet. mom is watching wateva shows there are on tv. dad is asleep & me, nt asleep yet, bt veri sleepy alreadi. i hope de ERS money alreadi in. than cn go out shopping alreadi. oni-jiang need to do some shopping too.

man! i lv Hillary Duff's Come Clean.

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