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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Got it! Mr. Children's Fake, Mink's Innocent Blue. Both soundtrack to upcoming movies of Dororo and Aoki Okami.

Had a nice sleep last night. I guess. Was really tired yesterday due to lack of sleeping, well, there are nobody else at fault other than me.

Mom coming back home feeling ~sick~ again as always.... Heh! Wait a minute. ...Oh yar~ She's puking right now BUT she'll be oKay in a minute. The Korean show is on already. She'll be up on bed watching it.

Still got time. I feel like going back to bed and lie down for awhile but I can't. The rain seems to be going on since I don't know what time and I need to be out by 6.45pm later and I hope it'll slow down a little for me to walk through and ...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What will happen tomorrow? I wonder. ..Wonder people. Wonder. THink about it. What will happen tomorrow. This is crazy. Like stupid. It doesn't make sense. Yes I know you are all thinking what the hell I am talking about but I tell you, You don't really know what actually is always behind you.

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Tuesday, February 27, 2007
It was kind of slow and draggy. Just a little bit draggy. But the emotions and the actions in the movie. Really. Brought me to tears at the end. ...Midnight Sun starring Yui. Main song, Goodbye Days.

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I want to write something here. Now. But... but... but.... I lazy la!!!!

Sigh. Dad has to go surgery again. Take out the pins. Aiyah.... He sian already.... I also sian!!!!!!

Today like hahaha... I want to sleep... heh! NO! I want to watch Midnight Sun. Bought the vcd. Cheap mah! Anime then only buy DVDs. So Inuyasha's 3rd movie dvd Code 1. Long time never collect. Collection starts soon.

Currently watching Bakumatsu Kikansetsu Irohanihoheto [Akidzuki-sama! kakkoi!!!!], Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles //Fye!!! daisuki!!!!//, Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge (Takano Kyouhei! The most beautiful irresistable male character *kiss*kiss*), One Piece =aaahahahahahaha!!!aaahahahahaha!!!aaahahahhaaha!!!!=, Death Note +"If you use your head, you won't get fat even if you eat sweets."+, Bleach {Kurosaki Ichigo. It's always Kurosaki Ichigo}, Naruto Shipuuden -SASUKE! UCHIHA SASUKE-. Rewatching Samurai X {the Hitokiri Battousai will always live. Himura Kenshin}, Gensomaden Saiyuki *_* Sanzo-sama*_*, Ouran High School Host Club (|Tamaki-senpai!!!!!!!|).

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Paying for the wrong bill really is such a pain in the head. All the big mess-up thanks to the old woman and that old man who simply just screams for nothing and the old woman who simply just panics and yells for don't know what!
But! Sigh.... I managed to clear the messed-ups... Sigh.... So troubLesoMe... weLL, it was my mistake in the first place BUT that time I was still underage mah!!!!!

Bakumatsu Kikansetsu Irohanihoheto animation is like Ergo Proxy and Otogizoushi. I like. Thanks to Natto-san, I finally am watching the series. The summary makes it sound boring though but now I've seen the animation and plus! the music is ggggoooooodddddd!!!!!!!!!!!
Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge!!! I loveeeee!!!!!!!!! Takano Kyouhei!!!!!!!!! I want to be Nakahara Sunako.

Yappari! Ore-wa OTAKU-ka!

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Sunday, February 25, 2007
My daily current temporary life.

4pm or 5pm wakes up. Do laundry or watch tv or stay online or read book or go out or whatever. 1am or 3am comes online to watch anime or download animes or do my submission work. 6am retires to room with a cup of coffee and sometime not. Sometime with just a glass full of plain water. Stays on bed and watch tv or dvd or read book. By 7am try to sleep. Sometime can go to sleep and sometime not. The latest to end my day to dream land earliest will be 7am or latest by 8am or 9am. Worse to worse, will only doze off at 10am or 11am.

My upcoming life.

I wonder how it is going to be. I hope it will go back to normal. But which one of me is actually normal? Staying up all night or staying up all day in the day?

Listening to the soundtracks I've downloaded. Finally got Ouran High School Host Club soundtrack 2. Those orchestra are really good. Well, I listen to anything that's good to my ears. Samurai X's songs are really good. I have got my dvds back. Really am going to watch them. Done with my Gensomaden Saiyuki. Oh yes, need to read about them. Honestly, I never understood the second part of the series.

.......I've read it! Finally I know what happened 500 years ago in Gensomaden Saiyuki. How many years I've watched it, only now I know what's going on. Thanks to http://www.gensomaden-saiyuki.net now I know.

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Heeehhhhhh!!!! I want to watch my Naruto Shipuuden and Bleach and Death Note after this. Really excited over the new episodes. MUaahahaha!!! I don't know why. Had a laugh with watching YamaNade. The new opening really man. Ecchi!

Anyway, had the girls over and one boy for dinner. Well just for a little hang out since mom wanted to give a treat to them. Had grilled chickens and that mashed potatoes finished fast. Dad was really surprised about it since someone really had most of it before he could. He was really excited over it the next day when he saw peeling the balance of potatoes left that he told mom about it and even asked if I'm not going to buy anymore potatoes which he later went to buy 2 more packets. Well, I peeled them all and made mashed potatoes again. Mom grilled 2 more chickens left and made some more black pepper sauce.
Finally returned the library books which were already 2 days late and finally I paid my handphone bill. Still I got to payback. Really helped me a lot. Thank you for the offer. I'm not reconnecting my line any sooner. I don't feel like having a handphone right now. I do still want to but not now. Having no handphone is like peace man. Hahaha!!! Oh what the hell! People knows I can't live without gadgets around me.

Finally I watched Fast And The Furious. It's not really exciting. 2 Fast 2 Furious and Tokyo Drift were much better. Heh?!

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Sunday, February 18, 2007
I want to watch Princess Mononoke but seems like I've lost my mood. I was asleep after watching the 4-hours long Music Station Super Live 2006. It was an incredible show. I have not seen a Japanese Musical Performance show for a very long time. The best thing is, which is luckily I didn't cancel Animax last time, starting March Animax is going to show Music Station! Yeah! I have not watch that show for a very long time. Depending mostly on the Oricon Chart, Music Station invite those artists on that chart to perform every week. Channel 8 used to show that very late nights. The 4-hours long show just now shows my old favorites. Glay, Mr. Children, B'z, Arashi, V6, SMAP, Tokio, Ayumi Hamasaki, Mika Nakashima, Tomohisa Yamashita, Orange Range, Boa, Tackey & Tsubasa, etc. New favorites, Aqua Timez and Koda Kumi were in the show too! Almost finishing, I was almost falling asleep but at the same time, I was hungry la. Apparently, after eating I fell asleep.

Couldn't go back to sleep after mom woke me up to clear the mee siam. Like what the hell. I went back to bed but I can't go back and my head is starting to itch. It was time. I got up to get my hair wash. I dried out a bit of the washed bed sheets and my curtains and more of the dishes. Now, I'm looking out for Tomohisa Yamashits's new period drama, Byakkotai. I want to see. Sigh.

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Thursday, February 15, 2007
Woke up in the morning to the toilet but fell asleep instead. Woke up 2 hours later and really can't hold on anymore. Went to the toilet, peed and brushed my teeth. What the hell for I don't know because I know I was going back to sleep.
Woke up again at 2pm. Had to company mom to market. Sigh. Went to Sheng Siong Market and Tekka Mall as usual and bought lots of chickens and stuffs. I personally chose the chickens and it was kind of urgh since the heads are all still attached.

Waited for a cab I think almost an hour. Even tried calling for cab but failed. In the end I told mom to call dad over to fetch us. For almost 2 hours we were waiting and finally dad came. Yeah! While waiting, I am glad to have put lyrics in my SilveRiNA. Yes, I was singing as I am listening to my mp3s. I hell care about the people around me since it's very noisy there. Plus I was standing by the road and buses and cars and bikes and all kind of stupid vehicles passing by are just as noisy.

Having no handphone feels like peaceful. It has been a long time I've not use a public phone. A coin public phone, you know! You know how cool is that!.... Hahaha!!! Anyway, looking forward to Sunday for the grilled chickens and mash potatos and Monday for the little tiny gatherings.

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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Curse Of The Golden Flower. Jay Chou was wow. But well, I'm not watching it because of him. The storyline is incredible. It was a little slow on the starting but later on when everything starts to appear, everything just went bloody. Haha!!!

Tonight want to watch The Cat Returns. It is one of Ghibli's production animation. Most of you might remember Howl's Moving Castle, Spirited Away and Princess Mononoke. All are under the same production. The Cat Returns is all about how a girl who have the power to communicate with cats. She saved a cat and landed herself in the world of cat. In the cat world, the king was smitten by her and all hells break loose. Hehehe!!!!
Yammie! Check it out... It's in my folder. hehe... You know where.

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Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Wah! Finally I finished watching Paradise Kiss. Thank god it's only 12 episodes because if it were to be longer like Nana, I'd kill myself! The storyline is so frustrating and it's just you want to know will he end up with her or what happen to them, will he love her, will she love him, will aaaggghhh...

Anyway, another interview to go tomorrow. Guess all are just going to be back-up plans, err, I guess that is how I can put it. Well, as back-up while waiting for the official in 2 weeks time.

I woke up early today from a phonecall since mom came in to the room and pass me the phone and left the door opened.

Paradise Kiss.


Mom forgot to turn off the tv. The plasma tv. Dad saw it and was all outrage about it. I didn't realize it until dad saw it. For a moment, the screaming of mom to dad just went on which I thought was ridiculous an it's just a normal going-ons so I just let it go and stayed in my room enjoying Harold & Kumar Goes To White Castle.
In fact, dad finishes his dvd movie playing and as always mom would come out and continues watching tv. I will check once mom done watching tv. After all, she is not getting young anymore.

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Monday, February 12, 2007
I never thought the day would come. I guess it is worth the wait. They have not forgotten about me. DM called me. It was in the evening. They called me. They asked me what was the arrangement have been made with the person I was contacted with. I told her about it and she was all sorry about it as I didn't receive any calls or replies earlier. They have set a date for me to start. I asked for an earlier start. DM got back to me 10 minutes and told me to go down in 2 weeks time where they will be here in town.

I have an appointment tomorrow. Should I go? Should I not? Sigh. How? Now Yammie comes back and showed me a position in a Branded name store. She is all excited because if I am to get the job there, she would get discount for her clothings and stuffs. Oh well. I don't know. I will just try to send out the applications. See how things turn out.

It seems like I don't know what to do anymore. Especially at times like this. When an offer comes, another comes in. When a good one appears, another good one appears. I hate this ar! I hate this! Honto-ni dai-kirai!

Tsubasa's Chronicle is like Inuyasha-Tokyo Underground all in one. There are even 2 characters from X and Yuuko of xxxHolic is a character in it There are even characters from Chobits! I think there are some from Cardcaptor Sakura. Well, they all from the same company. Somehow it reminds me of Kingdom Of Hearts. The soundtrack is best. I like the music.

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I love Chronicle's Of The Wing or the alternate title says Tsubasa's Chronicle. It is interesting. Not boring. The storyline is interesting and the I love the music. The music to every section of the story. The fights, the flashbacks all wonderful. The music really attracts me.

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I was suppose to follow mom to a wedding-under-void-deck. An old neighbor's son whom I went to ngaji with, went to school with got married. He was like a big brother then but when we got to secondary school, we were somehow like strangers. We pretended not to know each other. Because I do not want to befriend him myself and plus I was like this anti-social person who is trying hard to get in a group. It was stupid then. I guess I wanted friends but I don't know how. But after that I just let it be. Whether I have friends or not, I let it be. Eventually I made some friends and there are still who are still dear to me and some became dearest to me. Those who were close to me then have now drifted and those who weren't close are now closer to me.

Anyway, I never want to go back to the past. I just want to go ahead forward. Well, I got up had my shower and coffee and tv and folded the dried laundries which were lying and mounting at the lazy chair by the window for weeks. Nobody seems to be doing anything and since I'm the only one who's laziness bum has been dragging around the house doing nothing but just facing the pc all day took it into my room and start folding. Same time, Daredevil was playing on channel 5. Yeah! Grand finale of PCK after that but I got bored. So, I joined dad to watch Gladiator. Joined by mom. Joined by Yammie.

Heh! I just screaming cat at the back and I took a look. I don't see Noisy or Okaka-baba or Zy-Zy. Instead! It's a persian! I've never seen her/him before. A new cat in the territory. Is it trying to take over now? Wow!
Yammie's asleep. She missed it.

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Saturday, February 10, 2007
Dad told me about his old experience on watching movies back then when he was young. He is a movie lover. Watching movies at cinema wasn't an easy task for him. Saving every penny he got. 20-cents for school expense and 10-cent for bus fare to school. Even finding metallic items to sell away to get that enough money to get a movie ticket. Walking all the way from Tanglin to Lido or Capitol was a journey for him. Back and forth. Drinking water from pipe on the way back or when going to the cinema. Always saving up to one-dollar for a movie ticket but when it's two-dollar, he would just stand in front of the poster to admire it and visualize the picture himself. Once, he was looking at a movie poster which he couldn't watch due to the one-dollar tickets were all sold out. An Indian man observed him and got him the two-dollar ticket. My dad was happy.
When Lawrence Of Arabia was about to be release, he saved enough and bought an advance ticket to go for the opening. He was so happy. Everytime when he have more money, he would not use them for bus fare or to buy food outside. Instead he would save them up for the next upcoming movie.

Now at the age of 59, my dad has collected those movies which he watched when he was young on DVDs. Collecting them brings back old memories everytime he goes for one.
Today he bought Where The Boys Are. Another classic while he was in Primary 3. I'm going to enjoy it tonight.

I love going to the movies too. Of course I have my own preferences. But the best thing is with my dad, I'm experiencing real movie nights right at home.

Finally got the megaupload work on my firefox. It works well with Internet Explorer. Oh well. I got it finally to work on Firefox but apparently, there wasn't an English version that I have to settled on the Spanish version. Oh wow! But at least where to click and where not to click. Oh yeah! Finally got my hands on Psycho Le Cemu and yeah! Death Note finally have a new opening and ending. Welcome people, Maximum The Hormone! Love them!

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Naruto and Bleach are worth waiting and watching. As some says, Patience truly worths. He he!! Download the latest release of Bleach (ep 114) and Naruto (ep 220). Finally, the biggest villain in Bleach is back. In Naruto, the next episode will a brand new series which takes place two and half years later and the characters have all become grown up teenagers. Wow! ~Wonder how does Sasuke looks like?~ Really worth the wait. I thought of stop watching Naruto before and always say Naruto will be the last anime I would watch and somehow, yes I still kept that word and somehow I am still looking forward to upcoming episodes where all the hidden villains are coming again for more fights. Ha ha!! I love shounen(boys) anime rather than shoujo (girls) animes best. Death Note episode 17 has gone to another level where another Kira has appeared but somehow it is getting ALL exciting and confusing. Wow! I hope Bleach and Naruto will run long like One Piece (which is almost at a 300th episode) and Detective Conan (which is almost at 500th episode but I never watch it. Like Kindaichi better). Ha ha!!! Me and my animes. Otakus!

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Friday, February 09, 2007
Sigh. I'm having a headache. I don't know why. I guess maybe of my drinking too much coffee or my sleeping habits or I don't know. I don't want to think. Need to clear away some foods later. Dad now is like Grease-ing and mom still in her room.
Went to a scary interview just now. I mean, it was okay but I think it was the first time I had fun answering questions. Came back feeling really hungry.  Got out the leftovers and heat them up all in one pan. Ate rice with it. Breakfast-cum-lunch-cum-dinner.

Listening to Psycho Le Cemu. The band is no more. They last appeared in 2005. I think. But I like their sound. Their genre is Visual Kei. I have no idea what tat means anyway but I like the sound of them. The whole band are actually a bunch of OTAKUs! Hahaha!!!!

I want to to shower and than lie down and read up I Am A Cat but mom is still in the room.

Coffee now really taste good.

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Once In A Summer is once again a story of between the 2 ... err??? I don't know what to say. But, South Korea and North Korea thing la. Sad thing was, the girl wasn't even a commie but her father actually became one. Sigh. Nothing exciting about the movie though but the fact that it's sad and touching. Expected from a Korean movie. No surprise there. I like the lead actor. I like his character. I want a guy like him.

Ha ha ha ha ha!!!

Not funny at all.

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Thursday, February 08, 2007

Under the grey and square sky
Is filled with all kinds of desires today
But I don't lose sight of the light among them
And can walk, looking forward
Because you always show me
That there remains a purity even in a corner of this city

Breathing calmly, I looked at you
Who had fallen asleep, so exhausted
The sweet, unprotected profile
That no one in the world but me knows

One day when the sunlight poured and the wind blew gently
As if it were nothing special
I felt alone that something was changing in me
Slowly, firmly and surely

Though I wasn't sad at all, tears fell down
Because your feelings sank painfully into
The scar in the depth of my heart
And changed it into tenderness

If you come across deep sorrow
I wish you will share it with me
I'll be able to do anything for the smile
My precious treasure
My precious treasure


JEWEL ~ Ayumi Hamasaki


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http://confessionconnected.blogspot.com
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Im back. To the usual sleeping awake pace Ive been having since Ive not been working. I turned in early 2 days back. I woke early yesterday. Somehow I knew this would happen again. And so I laid in bed but somehow only to fall asleep for an hour and now I'm awake again. I can't go back to sleep. Im going to ty and sleep again.

It's so sick. It's sick. I'm sick. Badly. I want to go away. Im just tired of all you. Somehow, Im a little irritated. Do you even understand my actions?

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Wednesday, February 07, 2007
And so I went for my interview just now and it was a damn hot day and i was my first time going to that interview place and wow! What a secluded area. And so now I know where Jurong Camp is. What bus to take to go there and what a hot place it is. Hot, I mean not hot hot like hot bod or something but weather hot.

I forgot to bring the map and I forgot which way to go after I got down the bus. I counted exactly how many stops before I got down.. When I got down, I was in total lost. I didn't know where to go. I took a gamble on going into the industrial area. In there, I was in total lost again but soon after that, I found a hint and I found where to look for the building and less than 5 minutes, I found it.
The interview didn't went well. I didn't like it at all. There were too many personal questions.

Anyway, on the way back I had no money left. The money mom gave me, I left it in another pair of pants. So, the money I had at that moment was just nice for me to go back home. Bus fare and train fare. Once I get my pt pay from ken-ken, I'm topping up my ezliNK and get myself a prepaid card.

Okay, I am hungry but somehow dad bought Indian Rojak. AGAIN! Yes! AgaiN! Why? Why? Why? Why? ??????


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Tuesday, February 06, 2007
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sad day in a sunlight

Monday, February 05, 2007
Almost 5 hours in K-Box thanks to my friend, Fida. She wanted so much to go again after the 5 hours session she had with her boyfriend few days back. Oh well, I've not been to it for quite some time too anyway so, why not. Went in like I've never been before and start yelling and screaming and howling and mumbling and dancing to every song. Singing Leaving On A Jet Plane even end up being a Barney version. The first time singing to P.Ramlee's Bila Larut Malam. Next time go! Must sing that song again! I sing so nice ar singing that song. Hahaha!!! Almost 5 hours in there, ended our session by rushing to the toilet. Sigh. We even got our mineral water confiscated. Like wth!

I'm up right now. I was really sleepy while on the way back. Slept after I came back home and had a stomach in the middle of it. Got up, went to the toilet and than went back to bed but I cannot sleep! I was hungry! I had the macaroni that mom cooked and some sambal goreng. Nice la siak!

Charginng SilverRiNA now. Sigh.

sad day in a sunlight

Sunday, February 04, 2007
Woke up at the usual time. As always, after I woke up I would just stay in bed and watch out the window. The sun was so bright and the wind from my fan really is cooling. Until my sister came in and said something while holding up a tin a Whiskers. Cat Food. She was going to feed the cats again. How long it's going to take now. I shut my eyes again.

Later, again my sister came in an this time she was asking about the gray eyeliner. I got up wanting to look for it but she said it was okay. I got up and was thinking of going out for awhile. Before that, I turned on the tv and watched Gundam Seed Destiny. Sigh. The good old shows. Can't believe I cried on one episode. Took a shower and called Shid-chan. She wasn't home. Sufy answered. Told him I wanted to go over for some scanning. I took my time to put on my clothes as I watch the hindi movie which was on. None of the actors or actresses I know. I called Sufy. Told him I feel kind of lazy so not going over. 10 mins later, I called him again and told him I'll be going over. I put on my clothes and got out the room.
There was a phone call for dad. It was from a health care centre. They wanted something from dad. He then asked me if I could scan it to them. I asked him again then to double confirm. To scan or to fax? He checked with the caller again and later passed the phone to me. The caller asked me if I could scan it and email to her. I could. I took down her email address and went off to across the road.

Got there and first thing, I scanned the forms and emailed it to the health centre. Once done, I went on to scanning my own stuffs. Same time, thinking on what I should do after that and listening to my imeem.com playlist.. Going home would mean just laying in bed watching tv or reading my book. Went on updating ConfessionConnected as I ate up the potato puff served by Sufy. As I was almost finishing, I was still thinking on what do I want to do next. Suddenly, Sufy just came beside asking me if I was free and what would I be doing later on. Nothing. I am going to be doing nothing. I am bored. And so he asked me, "Let's go gym?". Waah... I wasn't really in the mood to go. Some more, once I'm back home I'd be lazy to go out again. Told him there'll be pack of people at the time. It was 6pm and it's a Saturday. So he suggested on going to that new park opposite the Yishun stadium.
I wanted to go there. Renn-chan wanted to go there. I said, okay. But Sufy said have to wait til 6.30pm as he was watching X-Men Evolution. I joined him watching the cartoon and went to watch Boiling Point as he went to change.

We walked all the way there. It was a nice feeling. The wind was great. It's called, Bottle Tree Park. The walk was great. Sufy had been there with sisters though, so he knows the place. He showed me around and told me about the ongoings of the place. We look at big fishes. At kids trying to catch small fishes and Lots of patient people who seem like stress but maybe not just sitting or standing. They were prawn-fishing. One guy has caught quite a number while are just some spacing out. We went on walk to see more Bottle Trees. Many would remember Bottle Tree if they've watched Princess Hours.
Walked all the way to the car entrance and we visualized it to the extend that the park is the kampung house at Kulai. It was a nice imagination we had. Or I had, I should say. We went out and turned left. I was curious on what building was there and I couldn't read the sign. We went in nearer and read it and we saw a path on our right. Further in we went, there were abandoned houses and more high grass. Sufy of course weren't scared of it. But since it was already 7pm, I was feeling a little uneasy. Sufy was telling me not to think of anything and pretend not to hear anything. I did my best. Before that while were walking towards that building I want to see, we were walking pass an empty house. What I saw was the doors were closed BUT when I walked pass it there was a creeking sound of the door like as if it is swing open slowly. It was a loud one. I got scared but cool down as Sufy kept telling me it was nothing as he too had heard it. Instead we ignored, thanks to Sufy, we turned in to the remote path. We went further in to find more abandoned houses with trees grown on the walls and grass getting higher. As we walked further in, Sufy was trying to scare me that the snakes are going to come out. I made a joke out of them and ignored them. I saw 2 couples jogging further in. They later went on to another path. As we went to the path the couple went, we saw the path going in further. We stopped at the opened area as we looked around. We can see the road from there and more abandoned houses. It was the algriculture area before but they have moved to the other side. So whatever wooden houses there were all abandoned. Except for most are houses which are seem to be abandoned like since kampung times!
Sufy wanted to go to the path where the couple went which they already nowhere to be seen. It was like that they have been swallowed by the path. I insisted that e go back because of the timing. As we walked back, I neither look left nor right. I was just walking straight. We went back in to the park and took a sit to chill. There we were just sitting and talking. Same time, looking at those kids playing around at the swing.
There were 2 brothers swinging too hard that the swing fell back. The unreasonable thing was the older brother wasn't helping. I really wanted to give him a piece of my mind. Instead his younger brother and sister (which is like so small and petite and could be only 5 years old) was trying to carry up the swing. The stupid big brother was just not trying at all. Later, a lady came and helped. Once the swing was back up, the older brother sat back there. He didn't even say thank you. !!!!Kids nowadays really knows no courtesy!

I came back home. Had my shower and settled on dinner. Watched Naruto, Bleach, Death Note and Nana. Sigh. Love those shows. Still ongoing.

Coffee. My headache's gone. Mom is telling me to stop drinking coffee and she is checking on me. I'm trying. But I feel I'm getting fits if I don't drink them.

Renn-chan told me about Once In A Summer. Going to watch it with mom.

sad day in a sunlight