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Monday, March 31, 2008
i am totally down with depression. 2 months of pay i have not get. i will have to hear what is happening this coming wednesday. there will be long meetings this coming wednesday too so i have got to get a good night sleep. i have to have good hearing of everything around, good clear viewing of everything around, good sense of everything around. in short, i have to be wide fresh awake. so, lots of coffee in the morning? no! not good for the stomach and WHY THEY HELL I KEEP GETTING MOSQUITO BITES TODAY. my hands feel sweaty. i wonder why. the office is not stuffy but the air-con is sickening and killing me. the air-con just gets too cold at times and at times it just gets ... not heaty but not so stuffy.

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i totally have a really really bad sleeping disorder now and i am really really scared. this is how it goes. Today I will be able to sleep and I'll sleep at my normal timing or earlier. The next night, I won't able to sleep. At all. No matter how i stopped drinking coffee and lay in bed and try to shut my eyes. I still can't sleep. It is really tiring. Trying to sleep... I have an old temporary way to curing it but somehow I got addicted to it. ...and so i will not do that way.

right now i want to eat lunch but i am just too lazy to go out and buy them. kelly's not here today. on mc. she had her dental appointment today and am on the verge of fainting due to the numb. told her to just take a rest and no need to come as she can't even speak properly. but it will be classic to see her just drools unconciously. Hahakz.... me so bad.

my period is coming. i guess maybe i'm feeling down .... I hate this times. i am now totally haunted by the sound of the office tone ~trut~trut~trut~trut~trut~ ~trut~trut~trut~trut~trut~ ~trut~trut~trut~trut~trut~ ~trut~trut~trut~trut~trut~ ~trut~trut~trut~trut~trut~ ~trut~trut~trut~trut~trut~ i guess i'll get a light lunch today //1419 @ tomohisa yamashita


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Sunday, March 30, 2008
i was clumsy. ushi spotted it. i didn't change the timezone and the date of my previous posts were according to pacific timezone. so the dates where one day earlier.

my music out loud in the room and i was reading up yamato nadeshiko shichi henge manga and i really jumped into it when ushi suddenly came in with a loud announcement. i totally jumped out of the story completely. i was so stunned.

right now, i am so enjoying RH Plus. i maybe want to read the manga. Yay! am totally with my earphones on although mom already stopped watching tv and am cooking in the kitchen. i am not taking off the earphones. it's going to be a pain.

i've already put up the curtains in the room. not because she keeps on nagging about it... since i'm free and i woke really early today, might as well i put them up. plus i'm tired of keep pulling to shut the windows. tiring ar.

ok! back to RH Plus and that Yu Miura really looks like Junichi Okada. 2 people agreed with me. that includes kelly, who started on RH Plus before me. she thought that yu miura looks like someone on JE and i got the right answer when i told her who he looks like.

Yay! Hani-senpai! if you are reading this... Yu Miura or shall be known as Makoto to you TOTALLY looks like junichi okada of V6.

Yay! //Miyano Mamoru @ 1830hrs


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La Corda d'Oro seems to be a nice anime. as kelly would always say, "jumped into the show already.." because i got too excited as to who will end up with who. will hino ends up with tsuchiura or tsukimori or hihara or yunoki? Yunoki??? is that the name? aah! I don't care. i rather hino ends up with tsuchiura or rather none. i bet she will not end up with anyone. i bet the ending of the show is that everybody discovers her secret and everybody will fall in love with her but stays as friend and she starts learning the violin for real.

right now i think i am feeling kind of fresh but yet again maybe not. i woke up with a real pain on my right arm and i was feeling hot. opened my eyes and it was already 1000hrs in the morning. i couldn't go back to sleep, so i woke up and showered. at first i thought it is a weekday and luckily my senses came and realised it's a sunday. i try to remember what happened last night. Well nothing happened. I watched American Gangster in the evening and when it ended at 2000hrs, I went to sleep. it was supposing to be a short nap but seems like it went on to a deep sleep. now i remember that i heard my dad playing his dvd, watching Beowulf and i went straight to sleep again. de next thing i know i woke up thinking it's a weekday and realised it's a sunday, i went back to sleep. finally at 1000hrs i got up to shower and watched the repeat of musc station. in time for the cd ranking and NEWS's performance of Taiyou no Namida. off to hang out the laundries and have my cup of coffee. dad told me where the noodles that mom cooked are ... i took it out and when i look at it, it doesn't look like it could be eaten. i smelled it and it was okay... so, i just put them in the tupperware bowl as usual to heat it up. it was all gooey and starchy... one thing on my mind, "it's still edible, right?"
went on to heat it up and while waiting, watching Muchaburi with Crystal Kay. those plums, i want them too. i haven't had any sour plums for a long time. ken always brought me those dried plums. they're really nice. Hahakz! those friend and grilled sour plums looks .... not really tasty to me.

mom got up and told me off about not putting up the curtains again. i was expecting it. i knew she was going to say that when she got up. and i got it. she nags about it again and once again on sunday, i can never have my time again. well, ushi too. we can never have our time on the pc. accept only when she is sleeping. that is most of them time late at night. but at times, she doesn't even spare us. after all, she has already said, ".... my house. long you're in my house, do it my way." .....yes, she likes to say that to me.

hey maybe i'm going to burn some songs in the dvd-rw.

is it going to rain again? sigh. i don't think i want to even be in my room right now. the wedding opposite is on and music all day with families and friends all gathering and here in the house... LOUD KOREAN CHANNELS. looks like i change my mind. i don't want to go korea.
mom said i can watch my shows both on pc and tv. HAH! mom, i don't even get to watch these japanese shows on tv like you. and i don't even get to watch updated shows like you on tv.

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i'm complaining again. i'm whining again. this is sickening. the loud kuro is killing me. putting earphones outside is enough and i have to put them on at home too to listen to my mp3s. i might as well don't listen to any other else.

wah! i'm really whining. i better stop.

it's monday 1st of april of 2008 tomorrow and come wednesday... there is going to be a talk. between me, kelly and the boss. we are worrying and we are not letting it down. 2 months worth of pay i am waiting. ... you have better receive that email. i don't go back office yesterday for fun, ok! //masuda takahisa & yamashita tomohisa @ 1221hrs

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Saturday, March 29, 2008
in the end i can't sleep at all. episode 4 of RH Plus is really boring as it's about Kiyoi. when it's abt ageha or mazasaku or makoto, i'm okay. ushi seem to be can't sleep too as she suddenly smsed me "~time waits for no one yo~" she's thinking of making ringtones again. thus instead the sleeping, she's thinking.
i might be taking a nap in the office later. it's not my shift today but there is something i need to take care of. i hope kelly comes in earli. it's almost 0600hrs. seems lik i'll be out earli today.
//takaki yuya & yaotome hikaru @ 0548hrs

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really annoying. i can't get to sleep. i've stopped yawning and my sleepiness is gone. all thanks to next block. well, there's a wedding coming up and they're preparing the tables decoration. the bi stapler loud sound echoes in the quiet atmosphere really gets to my ears and i can't ignore it. even after turning my mp3 out loud, i still can't get rid of that stapler sound. oh! it really annoys me.

now that i'm up, i'm going to make a cup of coffee, look for something to eat and watch RH Plus, maybe or Persona Trinity Soul. Haven't continue that anime for quite a while now.

Just now before ushi went to sleep, I thought of something while I was in bed. i got up and went to her to ask. When and how did she got attach to KAT-TUN .... //akanishi jin @ 0329hrs



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got really hungry. couldn't resist the nasi padang over at the second stall. went there to buy bungkus again right after i went up the office to turn on de msn and place my bag aside. kelly didn't use the pc today but was using the laptop when i came. hahakz. went down to buy bungkus and hahakz... pakcik gave me a banana along. i bought the same thing but one less dish. well not really a dish but just the bergedil. so it was less 50 cents but i got one free banana. kelly bought from the same stall earlier but didn't get any bananas. hahakz! guess maybe i went to that same stall 3 days straight and the uncle and auntie recognize me already. kelly still love the first stall though due to the sambal cuz it's sweet but to me it's not even hot. i love the sambal from the second stall. .... and their sambal sotong's gooodddd......
we were both really hungry today and i even craving for ice-cream while klly was craving for some more rice. sssooooo although we both were lazy to get out of the office.... we both managed to convince each other on getting our asses off the chair, our eyes off the pc and went out to get what we craved. not bring our handphones along and kelly bringing the keys .... we went out to get our ice-cream and rice happily but even after all those ...


.....we ended up finishing the cup noodles too. WAH! what's happening? oh MaN?!

RH Plus really a nice drama. it's just as short as 20 mins. the length of an anime. Kelly discovered it first and i did a research on it and even hani-senpai is now watching it. it's an adaptation from a vampire BL manga. the opening and ending songs are nice too.

i'm kind of irritated with mom whenever she starts to take over the tv. she tells others to turn down the volume but she herself louden it. i don't care if she says that she can't hear well. isn't listening to something loud everyday is what makes your hearing worse? and it's like me and ushi can never have our moment on the pc listening to our mp3s. when we tell her to lower it down, her excuse will be that dad didn't lower it down earlier. THAT IS NOT EVEN AN EXCUSE. she can hold the remote control and keep changing the channel but can't adjust the volume. what the hell is that?

de other day at sakura buffet, she told me can't really see very well, the food names so she can't really just pick out anything easily. she said she have to see it really really really properly then she will know. so i told her, "then see properly la." and her reply, "i just can't see it clearly." .....

?????????????????????????

listening to Riyu Kosaka's and Ore Ska Band's albums .... yay!

ouh! i'm so hungry ..... //yokoyama yu @ 0036hrs




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Friday, March 28, 2008
currently listening to ayumi hamasaki's ayu-mi-x 6 -Silver-. anything on ayumi hamasaki i would listen. i love every single of her songs. whether it's in original or in remix. yay! ayumi hamasaki live on! she rulz!

received a letter from the cpf board. kelly should have received it too. the outsource finance received them too. somehow our cpf contributions for january 2008 and february 2008 weren't done. the jimusho has already been informed and targeted. warnings and penalties are given too. the jimusho are to do the contributions or they would have to face charges in court and also we the employees could charge the jimusho.
well, i might do so and kelly even too as we are worried over salaries too. msned with the boss and he told us not to worry about the salaries and even asked "y are u girls worry?" ....i gave the answer, "we have our responsibilites too". informed the agency about it too. this is sickening.

the voice of ayumi hamasaki really does soothes me ears when im feeling zetsubou. but i ate too much today due to the feedback i got from the boss. he'll be coming down to singapore next week. will be clearing some stuffs and lots of things to go through and through. im tired of saying sorry to the customers.

somehow, i love the layout. maybe i won't change it. i love you too. //yokoyama yu @ 0036hrs



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Thursday, March 27, 2008
Both didn't want to to go back early. So we stayed back. In the end, both didn't make it to the early morning. One made it to the early afternoon because her sister keeps waking her up every hour. Even after her interview. While another one, doesn't seem to make it at all.

Finally changed my desktop wallpaper. Something I can look at. The previous one was kind of a little too mesmerizing. I think that is how it is spelled ...


















oh wait! Another one has just made it. She made it to the mid-afternoon. Yay! for her....

Been apologizing a lot to customers for the shipment delays. I am getting tired. I had start thinking of moving on ever since last month. I don't know if it is a good thing to do so but I am kind of tired to move on again after one and half hour.

Had dinner with the family the other at Sakura Buffet. I got lost. I simply couldn't find the restaurant. Ushi waited for me to pick me up. It was actually where I thought is it. Thank you to the construction that is going on I couldn't find it. I was really full after that I insisted on not sitting down while parents waited for their satay to be done. Pulled Ushi along and go for a rounding at Downtown East.
Slept early that day and yesterday too. I didn't even dinner last night as I had minced chicken fishball noodle for breakfast and nasi padang for lunch and I got really really full.
Got home ... Downloaded Kemarishi and converted Double. Ushi wants to watch Double and put i her iPod so told her why not put in Kemarishi too as I can see Yu, she can see Okura and we can see Ryo. Hahakz!!!

Now Double and Kemarishi are in the iPod.... Ushi wants Cartoon KAT-TUN 49 & 50 too but unfortunately I've deleted them away. Will re-dl tonight for her.

You know, Ushi's name is really nice. Ushi Yamiguchi. ... "Ushi" is cow in japanese. I gave that as her first name because she kept saying "Nee-chan, Ushi?". A line from Nobuta wo Produce. "Yamiguchi" is a combination of her own name and a japanese idol (Taguchi Junnosuke of KAT-TUN). Thus, Ushi Yamiguchi. Nice right. ...... Hahahahakz

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Wednesday, March 26, 2008
maybe Not

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Currently.... i'm using this layout from blogskins.com .... but i'm going to come up with my own., No matter what!

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Tuesday, March 25, 2008
told you i will be filling up this space. okay, now im seriously thinking of getting a laptop. im not staying long today so im going to just use the laptop and let kelly use the pc. i messed up the other day as the laptop cant connect. for 4 days ive been worrying on how to reconnect it. when she came today, she just pressed one button and everything was fine. and she even thought about it just today. hahak! if only she had remembered it earlier. sigh, this laptop seems like it's going to breakdown anytime soon. configured some things and reorganised some files and programs and it's all fine now. it hadn't hang eversince i used it the whole day last week.

going out with the family later. restraining from eating too much today but had no choice to eat something just now. i got realli realli hungry. but just a cup of noodle and that's it.

kanjani8's misetekure is amazing. listening to it right now. thanks to the whole lot of mp3s that i burned for kelly in de dvd-r.

blogging at my nu blog here, im going to set up a proper layout as soon as possible. Ushi finally changed her layout and it's still green.
accidentally disturbed her sleep just now and she told me what she was dreaming about. im so sorry for disturbing your sweet dream of Green Ranger.

Oh yes, Shibutani Subaru's solo of Ryuware is ssssssssooooooo nice that it brings a chill down my spine. it's too good and i really love listening to it. it's not that it'll give you an orgasm but i just simply love his voice and whenever he start singing that song, it really really does send a chill down my spine. i think if he were to sing it live right in front of me, i'll start crying in happiness.

Dangos and Dorayakis! Will be catching you later! Woohoo!!!!

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i am will be filling up these spaces .... Look out for it!

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Wednesday, March 19, 2008
I am kind of hungry right now .....

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Tuesday, March 18, 2008
ive been using the laptop the whole day today.... and im getting so use to it alreadi.... it used to be so hard for me to type as the keyboard is different mah.... so.... but now im so used to it ... de best thing is.... nothing went wrong when im using this laptop. although it realli looks like it's going to condemn anytime soon, i seem to have it under my control. im loving it and feel like having one now. Ushi said to wait for an IT Fair to get it but I doubt I have money to get it. Hahakz.... Maybe a cheap one will be okay. For my own personal use in my room and can run around to my sister's room when grandma's around.

Been listening to Kanjani8, KAT-TUN, NEWS ..... finally i listened to almost their albums. Wah! What a day.

Okay, now I feel like owning a laptop.

Wooho!! Kelly's back and I'm going to be on the way back ......

stiLL loving Kanjani8's Naniwa Iroha Bushi ...trance version to be exact.

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Monday, March 17, 2008
I can't believe it! Absolute Boyfriend is adapted to live-action drama!!!!!! ...and I think Tenjo Night should be someone sexier and hahakz! Mizushima Hiro fits the role of Soshi Asamoto ....!!!!

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Where is Kelly? Oh well, what does it matter? I'm so use to being alone anyway. Whether I'm out or in.

Was really in a sleepy mode yesterday. I thought I had enough sleep on Saturday but i guess I didn't. If only I didn't stayed up til so late on Sunday morning.

Was watching Honey & Clover. Was concentrating on it until my sister got up saying she can't sleep. Maybe she was nervous over the competition. So, she told me to put in Dreamboys 2006 into Naz's hard-disk. But when I want to, there was not enough space available. Saw my Takizawa Enbujou in it and decided to take a sneak peak as I've not seen it for quite some time. Ushi then said she wants to to preview the starting of Dreamboys 2006. She was quite persistent somehow. I had no choice but to turn it on. Somehow we ended up watching almost half of it. WHICH later one, Ushi decided to try and sleep. Not in her room but at the living room sofa. I then continued with the musical as I got stuck on it but later on when disc one almost finishing, I stopped and went on to the Showtime act of disc 2. It was almost 0630hrs and I couldn't take it. Ushi had to shower and prepare for her competition.
I went to sleep and she went for her competition. Later on in the morning, grandma came back and went jemputan with mom and dad. I got up to shower and watch Honey & Clover. Finally I finished it. Hadn't watch my animes for quite some time so went on for Naruto Shippuuden, D.Gray-Man and GUNDAM 00. Did the laundries before that.

Somehow, after watching GUNDAM 00 I felt rather sleepy. Went in my room to watch more animes on ANIMAX. By 2030hrs, I couldn't take it anymore and went to sleep. It went on until almost midnight where I need to take a leak and then off back to sleep until this morning at 0530hrs. Wah! I've never felt so good after waking up for a very long time.

Now I am just scared if I'm going to go back to alternate-days sleep again.

Isshun no Kaze ni Nare .... a good drama. Looking forward to the other 3 episodes.

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Saturday, March 15, 2008
Watched Kanjani8's Neoki Dokkiri. After that updated my iPod and off to the shower room. TO SHOWER LA! Then off to DBS for the transfer and then off to the bank and then off back home 30mins after Kelly came. Off to my room and watched Yukan Club and then off to the pc to watch Kanjani8's Janiben Okinawa Special as dad wants to vaccum my room. Later then off back to my room to get my change of clothings, off to the toilet to change and then off to get the phone to order pizzas for dad as his friend is coming over for a visit. After that, retreat to my room .... Covered myself with the blanket ...GoodNight.

GoodEvening... Off to the toilet and washed my face and brushed my teeth. Dad's friend just came over. Took a piece of the pizza, off to my room and watched Yukan Club. Dozed off for few minutes and dad's friend went back. I off to the pc to preview Dreamboys 2006 1st disc and ate more pizzas. Chatted with a friend over on MSN and got sleepy again.
It starts raining so the heavily.... it's GoodNight to me again.

GoodMorning ....I'm up. Freshen up. Washed my hair. Took a cold shower. Before that, watched Music Station to see Arashi's Step & Go performance and Kanjani8's news on M Topic. GoodNight for a few minute and now I'm all freshen up with a cup of coffee .... GoodMorning to me.

What is the time now? ..... 2319hrs.

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Friday, March 14, 2008
Late pay again this month. I got 2 reminders for my mobile bill for the month of February. One is by mail and another by sms. Oh boy! Getting late pays really sucks. I'm running out of transportation money and how am I going to survive?

Sigh..... Are they going to send it in soon? I am hoping to get it soon.

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Tuesday, March 11, 2008


How was my day today? It's been a cold day. I didn't sleep the whole night. Watched Detective Conan SP 2... I was really trying hard not to sleep. Kept drinking coffee and good thing I have something to do while I was on the net. Finally found the links for Dreamboy 2006 .... Hani-senpai! Yorushiku-onegaishimasu! Update SilverRiNA and kept listening to Subaru Shibutani's Mr. Travelling Man. It's the live-version cut from his appearance at Shounen Clup Premium.
Went to to work as usual but took a different bus this time and went on a different way. Went on a different route so that I would be awake and be like an exercise for me. But the problem is, my cheque is not here yet and my transportation money is so running out. ..And I am so not going to buy the mee goreng at International Plaza again. A small pack and it's SGD2.50 .....I was ketuk. ~Sedih aKu~!
Work was ok. Ok I guess. I don't know. I was in a fix. I was really thinking so hard. Thinking every minute. I even lied down at the damn hard cold sofa to think that I ended up falling asleep and awoken by a slight scream that I made. It was scary. I was wondering what happened while I was napping. I got up after that I found a solution. ..... Solution is on the course right now. Hope it concludes soon.
It has been raining non-stop ever since noon. BY almost 1700hrs, the rain seems to be going on. Before it gets heavier, we dashed out and we made it in time.
YAY!

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Saturday, March 08, 2008
it's only been 3 days ... My dad is now restless and bored.

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Friday, March 07, 2008
Today I find myself rather uncomfortable. I know that period of time is coming again soon but I don't know when. I felt really uncomfortable with everything surrounding me. I look left, something is not right. I look right, something is not right. I look up and down, something is not right. I went back to the office... Something is not right. I went out and something is not right.
When I was going back, I crossed the road over to the other side as the usual to take my bus. But at the big path there where its for people to walk, there is annoying indian family standing spread out right in the middle of them path. Ignoring them, I went in to 7-Eleven to get Magnolia's Triple Chocolate milk. Having a promotion currently, 2 for SGD2.45. ... Happy that I got the milk, I walked out of 7-Eleven and walked to the bus stop. As I was walking, the same indian family were walking around me and we were walking towards the same direction. I thought they are taking the bus but NO!
I sat down while waiting for the bus while THEM... in the middle of the bus-stop.... Spread out and hail for taxis.

Just where the hell are they from?

I was really annoyed by just looking at them. Here were are a whole lot waiting for our bus at the bus stop and there they are hailing for taxis. What the hell they are thinking? Where are they from?
But ..... few minutes before the bus came.... I was smiling to myself..... Two taxis actually slowed down but they didn't stop. They just went pass those family.

~AAAAAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!! the guy who was hailing it looked really pissed when the taxi went pass him. Serves him right!

They walked off further after that. I wonder where. I hope they open their eyes and see that there's a taxi stand further up because (it was 7 plus pm) over at the taxi stand at the time always have loads of taxis lining up.
Are they waiting for someone to sound them? It's common sense that you don't hail for a taxi at the bus stop.

Later when I board 851, I was smiling and shaking my head at the old man sitting in front of me. His friend was sitting at the other side of the bus. As I was settling myself down, he was playing around with his handphone and snapping pictures of his hand. Uncle power ar! And he was laughing softly to himself after snapping his friend's picture. He must be really happy to be able to use the handphone's camera.

sad day in a sunlight


sad day in a sunlight

Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Once again she became an all-nighter. It's getting scary. Idon't know how to say. But her answer is quite childish. I admit that she don't use the internet like us and like us who watch our shows on the internet, she watches her shows on the tv so I can't quite argue with that. Today was at 0400hrs. Sometimes it goes up all the way to 0500hrs.
Her answer are always ..."He is working morning shift, so I won't be able to watch my show." ....
But... She's always in my room when it's available and even when he is on evening shift or early night shift, she seems to be still on tv. It's like she's watching the repeats over and over again.
If she can laze around watching her shows all day long so why I can't laze around and watch my shows. Plus I watch them on the internet. ..Also compare the timing of me spending in front of the pc (not excluding at work), it doesn't even go more than 9 hours straight.
She can turn on the tv like 9 hours straight with her channel on. I wonder when is Kuro is going to explode. The only time I manage to watch something on Kuro fully was playing Tekkonkinreet. ...Just 2 and half hours of excitement on Kuro.

It is March two thousand and eight now. it is fast that two months have past for the year 2 0 0 8 . It is very scary isn't it. I don't know what is going to the future although I want to know how it is going to be.

It is five thirty a m in the morning right now. The weather has been kind of cold lately. It has been raining in the Northern areas. It's hard to do the laundries and I hate doing laundries when it's raining the whole day.

Now what shall I do to past my time before I shower and run out of the house?

Ushi's sleeping in my room today. She doesn't seem to be waking up even when I'm calling her out. I even watched The OC while she's in dreamLand.

sad day in a sunlight

Monday, March 03, 2008
Listening to Tackey & Tsubasa is like listening to Kinki Kids..


sad day in a sunlight

i don't have anything to say. i don't have anything to do. i only have things to think. but thinking a lot is not good. I think. there i go... thinking again. how has been my two thousand eight been starting? it started good i guess. but going into now already in m a r c h i don't know how it is going to go. it's up to me now. either to rust or shine. either to die or live either to listen or not.

there i go babbling about again because i feel that my blog is getting empty and somehow i need to blog something. if there is no blog then what is a blog for? it's for us to type out every little thing you are thinking about. whether they are rational or irrational, just put them up. no need to have good language or not. but not until so bad language.

Takizawa Enbujou was good. Takky is a fan of Koichi Domoto so I can guess he is following his idol's footsteps to do the stageplay. Based on Japanese histories and the dramas he acted in.

Did I take in too much caffeine? Maybe not. Mom is out on her check-up today. She have another one tomorrow. Dad is back to work today but I think his surgery will be on this Thursday.

Listening to Tackey & Tsubasa..... So much time already never listen to them. Construction is beginning everywhere. Both at home and at work. Constructions everywhere. It is very the noisy. Can't sleep, can't wake. Want to bring my sound louder, later need to answer phonecalls. So must everything to the limit. Understand?

sad day in a sunlight