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Monday, May 28, 2007

i love Kazuya Minekura for her style animations. I love Production I.G. for coming out with great storys.

Watched Norman KRU's interview on The Million-Makers on Channel News Asia.

Harisu, the korean transgender (female to male) finally got married. Her voice doesn't seem to change though when she talks. Still sound like a guy.

My hair's longer now. The weather is too hot. I've been bunning up my hair everyday that my head's getting ache.

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i think i'm into too much of Onimusha.... sigh.... i just love the voice-actors la.... Except that for Onimusha 3, Takenishiro did Samanosuke-sama's. hehekz

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Saturday, May 26, 2007

32 down... 5 more to go....

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kitta! kitta! kitta! Kuon by Miyano Mamoru. The ED single for Koutetsu Sangokushi is out! Yatta! I got it! Yeah! ii-ne!!!!

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Friday, May 25, 2007

yes i love music. but i listen to whatever is nice out there. 30 seconds to mars. im loving them.

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Thursday, May 24, 2007

and so i am starting soon in 1 and a half hours time and i have run out of black eyeliner. i have not worn it for a very long time and it has become invisible to me. i have a direct train ride and i have a 2 changed buses. any buses and to any buses and to any buses. once arrived and i'm there. and when i'm there i'll be there and once i'm there and i'm going in there.
this time i have to be serious and i mean really serious as i've cleaned off the nail polish off my nails and my fingers feels more light and fresher and my fingers somehow now feels sticky.
i'm out of transportation flow. i need some in-flow and those incomes are not in yet. i have to wait for another week and wow!
i couldn't sleep the whole night and all i was thinking was how i've been doing this whole time, what i've been doing this whole time, why i've been doing this whole time.
talks screams yells sings chats all seem to be numb to me. everything are just the same thing over and over for me. everytime the same things goes about.

yesterday for the first time ever, someone sees through me. she knows what is going on inside my head. she talks about what is going on inside my head. why is it going on inside my head. i was scared. i was really scared that i ended up almost cry when i talked. i guess she could see and stopped me in time.

the buses frequencies are fast in the morning. they are. i trimmed my fringes this morning. thought i want to keep it but i just couldn't. i want to trim it and so i trimmed it.

koda kumi m-flo crystal kay monkey majik. love their songs.

yesterday afternoon before i could even take off my clothes, i was chasing a mosquito around in the bathroom. couldn't get him for the 3-4 times but finally got him. he died, crushed on the door by my palm. no mercy to them at that point. i mastered the art well on preying mosquitoes in phuket. well, even before that i already mastered it but when i was in phuket, i made used of my skills. they like to attack the face. WHY? why the face? What's with the face? I can't even see their face. how to compare?

i wonder how today is going to turn out. how will i do? what will i do? will i blend it?

you asked me so many questions all the time that i got tired of answering. please, next time don't bother asking. you're the only who never gives up questioning me. i understand for your concern. i thank you very much.

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Wednesday, May 23, 2007

and so i've made my choice. and so i've thought about it. thoroughly. i thought about it. and so that's it.

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The other other day, an unforeseen thing was coming. The other day, a foreseen thing came and I accepted it. Yesterday, the unforeseen came to me and I considered. I declined the foreseen and accepted the unforeseen. Start thinking again and called the unforeseen and double-confirmed. Recalled foreseen and told them that I would and they would hold on. Today I shall meet up unforeseen and see how the unforeseen turns out.

You ever what would expect, what would happen.... What do you think..

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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

simply wonderful // i do not know why but i just feel like it is.

i want to do something else but i ended up doing something else. oh why oh why.

my nano is still not fully charge but i cant help it. i have to bring it back to my room so i can have lullabies putting me to sleep. in fact, i don't need them now too it's okay cuz i'm already sleepy but i still want to.

am going back to that dreadful place tomorrow. honestly yes. it is a dreadful place. lots of cleanings to be done. the more space there are, the more mess there are. i was surprised when i went back there yesterday. it's like a mice house. full of those feelers or fillers or flosses or whatever.

off to seletar camp later on. //hmm so what do i do there?

smirnoff and fisherman friend please.

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Sunday, May 20, 2007

i respect you. i am scared of you. what you do, what you say, what you look, what you think. everything. i admit. i am really scared of you. ....i wonder if you know that. ...thanks to you, i can't think properly. i keep on wanting to hide. you really fear me. i am trying to stand up against you but i just can't. i may be a dreamer but i can do it.

.......i want to run away from you

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Friday, May 18, 2007

Some of the songs from Rurouni Kenshin are rather saddening.

Okay, so woking at home is not much difference from being at the current office. I'm still sitting in front of the pc and drinking coffee, listening to my loud music and going through sites to sites. It may seems easy but it is kind of tiring though. Mom and dad might not be able to indulge on me doing home-based work. Yammie warned me about being distracted. To them, working means getting out of the house and working 8-5. Well, that's my conclusion about what they think. In fact, mom does think that way. Whenever I tried explaining to her, she said she won't understand and don't want to know about it. Then later she'll start saying nonsense tings on me. I feel that to them I may not be worth doing a home-based job. I may be lazy at times but that doesn't mean I'm completely lazy. I am just using what I do best on the internet. If you get what I mean. But if you think otherwise, go ahead.

Nyai mentioned if I've not got anything for mom for mother's day since I was in thailand. She said it's only once a year and it's in singapore. Told her that mother's day could be celebrated everyday and the celebration is not only in singapore. It's worldwide. Well, I did got something for mom from thailand but I never thought of being a mother's day present or whatever.

I'm still going through the hard road. To stand up on one own ground is really hard. Sigh. I've been thinking. In fact, I've thought about the same thing few years back. My habit somehow has to go.

Muji has an opening. Yammie told me. I hope it's not too late to set up an appointment.

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Thursday, May 17, 2007

i am already very very tired. dad had a talked with me yesterday. half of the conversation i feel that they are irrelevant. but i sat through and listen to him. after that, i took panadols as my head was already spinning. lied down and watched ouran and fell asleep. sigh..... now at the set-up area, damn messy and i don't know where to start. everything is spinning my head again.

what dad said to me, i have always have it in my mind. yes, i remember it and i know what to do. if anything fails, i'll be damn.

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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Battling mosquitoes and killing around 5 of them. They like to target my face and fida's arm. I wonder why they like to disfigure my face. Sigh. The flies... they are like awfully big. The Burger King... it has Triple Whopper. Wow! It looks tempting but there was no way eating it. We were always full when we ended up hanging out there. Well, there wasn't anywhere we could actually lepak.
Extra spicy Steamed Fish. Prawns in Dry Curry. Tom Yam..... And a whole lot of lecherous mens. Yes. Lots of them. Went for a visit to a pub which was owned by fida's internet friend. Met the wife and she offered us 2 shots of vodkas. Vodka Hacks and Vodka Fishermen's Friend. Okay, it's crazy but I prefer vodka fishermen's friend. It was cooling and it sure beats drinking it rather than sucking it. My throat stays cold the whole night. I am not joking.
Great movies on tv. Animes in thai... Tired of smiling and bargaining. Tired of being asked "where you from?" and tired of walking. Stranded in a very strong wind at the end of the day before coming back. Went to the beach to have a last look and the wind just gets stronger and stronger and I really felt being pushed back. It was amazing. Hahakz! I got really sleepy. I could just sleep anywhere. Hahakz!

The list of movies we've watched in our 4 days there....

The Sisterhood Of The Travelling Pants
Lovewrecked
The Da Vinci Code
Genius
Tokyo Drift
The 6th Sense
The Lake House
Devils Wear Prada
Just My Luck
Finding Nemo (in Thai)
The Guardian
Superman Returns
Employee Of The Month
Fantastic Four
World Trade Center
Cars
X-Men 3
Inside Men
Glass House
Walk The Line
On Edge

Some of interesting words we found...

Manicuses *Manicures
Dinning *Dining
Wheellocked *Wheel-locked
Least *Lease

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Friday, May 11, 2007

Reached safely and it was a cold morning when I reached Phuket yesterday.... The place is a heaven. Received pick-up. Look for Dunkin Donuts. Like crazy. As we head to the hotel, I totally dozed off. I was really tired. Once reached office, Lied down on the bed and watch this really great movie but it ended halfway. Our sleep was really nice.
Went out to dinner. Seafood. A really nice one. .... Stepped into Jungceylon shopping centre and went into Carrefour to get some water stocks and ice-cream! woo-hoo!!!!

Many many great movies to watch here. Yah~ Great ones.

It's the 2nd day we're here. Great movies when we got up. Great breakfast-cum-lunch. Pad Thais and Deep Fried Prawns. Ben & Jerry's Cherry Garcia. Yummy.

Did a little shopping for my clothings and a sling bag. Even got a very nice pair of leather sandals. Woohoo! Going back to do some laundrys. Still have not got my skirts.

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Thursday, May 10, 2007

....And I am off to Phuket,,,,, See you all in one weeks time!

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Tuesday, May 08, 2007

NarutoFever.com Love Compatibility Test for Girls:

Your results are in! You love loud exuberant personalities and who would be more compatible with you than the carrier of the nine tails demon fox. You love his never-say-die attitude and perseverence. You feel inspired whenever you see him fight although he does stupid things all the time and is all in all not very smart at times.

Uzumaki Naruto

The nine tails kid, the one who'll surpass all previous hokages, your one true love : Uzumaki Naruto.

Rivals:
- Hyuuga Hinata. Hinata idolizes Naruto. But she'll be too timid to fight you. - Haruno Sakura. Naruto's crush. Good thing she doesn't like him or you'll be getting into a cat fight with her. It wouldn't be too difficult to defeat her anyway.

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According to hani, it's super speed. Well, hahakz. Read a little bit of Battle Royale, Naruto and Black Cat. Others in betweens. Done with the little volumes and I still Saiyuki Reload and Gaiden, Wild Adapter and Trinity Blood. All which are not complete. Sigh.... Seriously decided, am going to have Bleach dvd collections. Just the series and movies. Well, Bleach is out with only one movie currently.
Read Naruto's manga til volume 10. It was the fight between Hinata and Neji. Oh boy, it really tempts me that I digged out my cd-rs and looked for the following episode of Hinata and Neji's fight. Another exciting battle, Naruto's and Neji's. Yeah! That was when Naruto first used Kyuubi's chakra. I think so.

I never really know what is what genre. Nad told me once about yaoi genre. Which is Boys Love. Luckily, Princess Princess is not Yaoi. It's just Shoujo genre. I happened to have one yaoi genre. Not knowing. Anyway, watched Haru wo Daite. It ...is.... totally....YYYAAAAOOOOIIII!!!! Boys Love. Well, you can say gay stuff. Boy and boy. Love love. Make out and stuffs. It grossed me out at first but I find it kind of funny. Later on, I found the same 2 lead characters in the same yaoi storyline. Only that it takes time during the shogunates.

I haven't come across anything opposite yaoi genre. Wonder what's it called. Otaku Insitution I'm still in.

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Sunday, May 06, 2007

Naruto's 2nd movie, Great Clash! The Illusionary Ruins at the Depths of the Earth. It was worth watching it. Better than the 1st movie though. Although there's no Kakashi or Sasuke but there's Gaara and Kankuro who're already Konoha's allies. Well, the movie takes after episode 160 of Naruto series.
Am waiting for Naruto Shippuuden: The Movie. Teaser shows Naruto's grave with Sakura grieving in front of his tomb while his other friends are surrounding it. Sigh. It can't be. Naruto will never die! That teaser, is really bad. First the scares of Gaara's death. Then Sasuke's and now NARUTO's!?
Seem like, the shows getting interesting.
It was really worth going through the 85 episodes of the fillers arc.....

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must you fight?

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Saturday, May 05, 2007

I wonder what is so hard about it. I have yet to tell my dad about it. I have loads of chances today. Yet, I just couldn't say it. I have not start packing yet. Fida already did.

Mee Soto is made today. Mom purposely did it today since it's the weekend. Dad mistook my birthday's date which was kind of funny when he came with the story of the actual incident. I was a little freak out at first and I was even still frying those potatoes.

Dad is watching The Last King of Scotland. I find it annoying at the movie a little bit. It's painful. I know it's a good movie.

I got to have the mee soto now. But I just don't feel like eating. My stomach is still not good.

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I am one hell of a sucker! Muahahakz

So i'm suppose to fuck care about the others and mind my own priorities. yes, I can do that. But it won't be that easy as I have a thousand faces that are yet to be reveal/revealed. Whatever.

Thank you. I appreciate it. I'm not boasting but instead I am really greatful.

How will I turn out? How will I be? Am I going to be fine? Am I going to be okay? ....I sound so childish.

NEWS
AvriL Lavigne
Tohoshinki
AngeLa Aki
Yui

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Friday, May 04, 2007

Friendster Horoscope for May 4, 2007
The Bottom Line

Your charm will be your calling card today -- it will help you fit in everywhere.

In Detail

Some say that the international language is love; others say that it's music. Well, whatever the international language is, you speak it fluently today! With your charm, you could walk into a room where no one speaks your language and still make a fantastic impression. So don't fear that you will be a fish out of water today. Your smile and your wit will help you fit in everywhere you go.

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...Will I make it today?.....

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Thursday, May 03, 2007

The first train has commenced. I can't sleep tonight and even if I could, I wouldn't sleep as I scared I wouldn't be able to wake up. What shall I face today? What is it that I will be facing today? My face is going to get brush today.

An annoying prompt keeps on prompting and I have hell no idea what happened after I shut off the computer last night.

My head is really spinning. I wanted to take panadols but keep forgetting. Maybe I should take some now and lie down for awhile.

Hope it won't rain when I'm going to work later.

Don't think I'll be making it to Sallyn's tonight.

Too much of this will ache your head. Too much f that will ache your head. So what can you do? Just wait and see. But don't just sit and wait. Do something while you're waiting.... Like what? Like what you asked? I hell have no idea.

I am always spouting nonsense in my blog. Nothing goes into your head when you read my blog. You won't know what I'm talking about or what I may be thinking right now. Because it is on the internet and for the whole world to see, I purposely type out everything I feel like saying but only in my own way of saying it and only the way I myself understands. None of you will.
If you think I'm wasting my time putting up this blog because you have no idea what I'm talking about. Then I guess you go through the internet more often.

Basically, my head hurts.

I heard panadols and coffee are not suppose to go together.

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The first train has commenced. I can't sleep tonight and even if I could, I wouldn't sleep as I scared I wouldn't be able to wake up. What shall I face today? What is it that I will be facing today? My face is going to get brush today.

An annoying prompt keeps on prompting and I have hell no idea what happened after I shut off the computer last night.

My head is really spinning. I wanted to take panadols but keep forgetting. Maybe I should take some now and lie down for awhile.

Hope it won't rain when I'm going to work later.

Don't think I'll be making it to Sallyn's tonight.

Too much of this will ache your head. Too much f that will ache your head. So what can you do? Just wait and see. But don't just sit and wait. Do something while you're waiting.... Like what? Like what you asked? I hell have no idea.

I am always spouting nonsense in my blog. Nothing goes into your head when you read my blog. You won't know what I'm talking about or what I may be thinking right now. Because it is on the internet and for the whole world to see, I purposely type out everything I feel like saying but only in my own way of saying it and only the way I myself understands. None of you will.
If you think I'm wasting my time putting up this blog because you have no idea what I'm talking about. Then I guess you go through the internet more often.

Basically, my head hurts.

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Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Still watching the ongoing anime under the title Naruto Shippuuden, ended up reading the manga. Thanks to the manga, I got a little bit more deails on what actually is going on under those test they are going through. Hahakz! Pathetic siak!

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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

few animes i've watched only halfway or onli few episodes. either because i was too lazy to continue them or they're boring. the latest, Nana. deleted all the episodes away. including the last 3 episodes i downloaded. i only browsed thru them. i didnt watch them. it was getting annoying and frustrating. those 2 Nana characters are really all annoying. but i'm rewatching Blood+. Animax is showing it. But I guess i'll be getting the dvd since the show is complete.

Not going to rain today?

Off to watch a gay anime now. Forgot what's the theme called but it's guys love. Oh well. One of the voice actor is Shinichiro Miki. Gotta watch!

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