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Saturday, May 31, 2008
after watching Lee Junki in Time Between Dog & Wolf, i want to watch his next drama, Iljimae. An adaptation of a manhwa of the same title. I bet this will be much entertaining than The Legend. I guess because Bae Yong Jun is in The Legend and he is more popular to the older womens generation while the young ones would go for Lee Junki. Well, I root for Lee Junki. hahakz! Oh well, Korean dramas are all revolve around love. falling in love and not happy when the other party falls in love with another. if you add in songs in between, it'll be just like the Bollywood. hahakz! but i want to watch Iljimae. i hope someone hardsub it. .....



















// 2002hrs @ Jun Matsumoto


sad day in a sunlight

love the following song from Macross Frontier....
Words: Gabriela Robin
Music: Yoko Kanno
Arrangement: Yoko Kanno
Vocals: Megumi Nakajima [Ranka Lee]


koko wa attaka na umi da yo
This is a warm sea....
Lhuley lhuleyah
Sora o mou hibari wa namida
The larks dancing about the sky are but tears....
Lhuley lhuleyah
Omae wa yasashii midori no ko
You are a gentle child of green.
Aimo, aimo, nete lhushe
Noynar milia ehndel protea
Photow mih
Koko wa attaka na umi da yo
This is a warm sea....

http://koyuki-san.livejournal.com/207759.html#cutid1
good thing i watched Macross Zero before continuing Macross Frontier. seems like, Macross Frontier is a continuation of Macross Zero and there are some related characters in both story. Damn! I hope the ending of Macross Frontier is not as sad as Macross Zero. in the ending of Zero, it was sweet but sad BUT i don't want the ending for Frontier to be ??sad // 1916hrs @ Ranka Lee

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i took it up on impulse. i didn't even want to apply for it. but i went and applied the next day. i got the call the very same day but i didn't go for it because i didn't want to. but they gave me call again and i decided to go down just to get out of the house. i got it the very same day but i wasn't feeling happy even one bit. it just don't feel right. even if it's near to the residence. i held on for a week and that's it. i can't. giving me words of hope just don't wok on me i guess. i believe in my words so much that i'm even scared of it sometimes. when others gives me good words of hope, it scares me more. it makes me happy though hearing it but if they put it in a serious and sincere way, i'll get scared. sorry to disappoint you but i just can't. it's best that i just keep shut. she's the only one i can talk to about and share to about. i'm on the roll again. and there i !!!poof.

loving Arashi's Dream "A"Live album. disc 1's favourite tracks, +)Move Your Body, +)Do My Best, +)Dive Into The Future, +)Once Again. I love Once Again the most. it's the last track of disc 1. disc 2 contains individual solos and i love nino's solo, Gimmick Game.
ushi has influenced me to listen to Big Bang. i wasn't really into Big Bang. i was more on Tohoshinki and Super Junior and listening to Big Bang's big bros, 1TYM and Se7en is more than enough. they're heavily hip-hop influence that i get sick of it fast. but with their current single, With U, ushi has really got me.
ushi??? influenced me??? listen to Big Bang ????? listen to k-pop??? ...i wouldn't be surprise if she influence me on Paramore.
still am listening to Arashi's Once Again for the 3rd round.
Oh no! Ohno's solo, Take Me Faraway is nice! he's still the best in Arashi. ...listening to it, i miss Se7en.

Koda Kumi has a new single out featuring Fergie (of Black Eyed Peas). the song's nice but the single is not out yet. it's saturday and i guess i'll watch the 0400hrs morning Music Station repeat again.
Tegomass's Ai Ai Kasa pv is really sweet. love the song. can't wait for the single to be out. and we still never miss Arts Central every Wednesday night at 2330hrs.

coffee -> sushi -> ice lemon tea

Hey Say 7's Hey! Say! came on and while listening to it, i really miss Lovely Complex! ..... OTANI! KOIZUMI!

i really have nothing much to say now. wow! can't access any videos on crunchyroll lately. the pc is really cracking up. it's pising us off. half an hour to go. ushi's coming online at 0200hrs .... i really have to search for Arashi's Once Again performance. there has got to be. .................. back from searching.... DON'T HAVE ! instead i found the full trailer to Hana Yori Dango The Movie. it'll be out June 28th and Arashi's new single, One Love will be out 25th June. the song is nice. can't wait. the movie looks good too. have to be in the collection, baby! ~KyAA~!!~ Hanazawa Rui!!! - !!!Shun Oguri. daisuki! ..going to see MatsuJun with that stupid Domyouji hair again.

miss Kanjani8 too. watched their recent Daidaman show where the 1st team had to clean a 34 yrs old lady's house and it almost make me puke. i was even drinking my hot coffee. HOW CAN SOMEONE LIVE IN A HOUSE WHERE YOU CAN'T EVEN SEE ITS FLOOR? she was even reprimanded by the young idols. the 2nd team had to save the ocean by getting rid of some dangerous starfish which have been destroying the corals and according to theories, the cause of those dangerous starfish are due to our own neglections to the sea. the other team had to get rid of sharks which totally seem dangerous and it was dangerous. seeing Okura screaming in panic and scared was really funny.

having the Haruma Miura season for the moment thanks to Koizora and Gokusen 3 but .... Shun Oguri can't beat him. they're both together in Binbo Dashi. giving that drama a pass for now. the first episode was already hilarious and ridiculous but the plot is so typical that i could end up bored but if the dvd's out, i don't mind getting it. just watch it to pass time. no, not because haruma miura's in it... because it's Shun Oguri!!!! kyaa~~ oh, ushi finds kibum of super junior kawaii.

gave a miss on D.Gray-Man ep 85 halfway earlier. with the ad suddenly appearing during a really intense scene pisses me off.// 0157hrs @ Jin Akanishi


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Wednesday, May 28, 2008
ushi has beaten me to it. she got her hands on it first! ...hahakz! she was asking me if i was proud of her but i told that it's all in the family.... gomen-ne.... i watched it already before she did. she wanted to preview last night but i couldn't get up. hahakz! but i beat her on Zettai Kareshi. 6th episode already you! hahakz! a little jealous on Yui Aragaki. she gets to be close with Haruma Miura and Keisuke Koide. hahakz! i sound like those younger fans. oh well... but Haruma Miura was really charming. Whenever he talks, he totally reminds me of Chiaki in The Girl Who Leapt Through Time. if they're going to remake the live-action of The Girl Who Leapt Through Time, hope they take Haruma Miura as Chiaki. hahahahahahakkkzzz!!!! i'm dreaming again.
...and as i predicted, the drama version of Koizora will be out Jul 2008. casts are still not out yet though. it's said to be a rumor but a wiki page is up on it. i have both movie and drama version of Midnight Sun so i hope the drama version of Koizora to be good. then i want it too. hahahakz! funny! the movie version of Midnight Sun is acted by Yui and Koizora actec by Yui but 2 different Yui.
Koizora is really a nice movie. saw Mr Children's pv and Yui's pv over on mtv mandarin 2 years back and it keeps showing the movie clips. only last yr that it shows on our cinema and the movie somehow interest ushi.
i'm currently watching Gokusen 3 and as i watched more of the episodes, (hakz! although it's only at the 4th episode), i find te character Kazama too familiar and hahakz! he is the leading guy in Koizora. i got more excited as i wait for ushi to come back with the dvd.
well, the movie..... the story ..... it's really touching. it's really nice. based on a cellphone novel, the story is really moving. i can't say it much right now as ushi has yet to watch it. hahakz! but but but.... Haruma Miura, kakkoii. kawaii.... Keisuke Koide's character wasn't an extra. his character was really good too. i want to say "so pity" <-- like funny say that in english. it's direct-translate) at his character but i guess, it bound to happen. Plus his character is such a nice guy.

wah! im feeling kind of sleepy right now. mom has cooked curry today cuz i told her to the other day. woohoo! curry chicken for today. also have to wait for 2130hrs. Neo Angelique Abyss.
// 2210hrs @ Hana Yori Dango The Movie


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Monday, May 26, 2008
http://community.livejournal.com/stepicons/2881.html
Haruma Miura.... KAWAII!!!!! [scenes from Gokusen 3 episode 4] // 1949hrs @ Haruma Miura

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waaahhhh!!! my feets are so tired. that is what happened if you start going around vivocity. even only after one floor. ...... i think go keep the chickens first ... brb....
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am happily listening to the younger family of YG Entertainment. the hiphop r&b boyband, Big Bang. listening to their japanese version For The World album. mostly are in english so yeah. blasing it out loud and damn they're nice.

oh man! it's dark again! it was just sunny when i came back just now.

the lead singer of Big Bang, released a solo EP and his 2 singles are nice. i love his first pv, Look At Me. it was beautiful. each of his Big Bang member guest starred in the pv. i love the song and the dance sequence. his new pv, Prayer features Teddy of 1TYM (pronounced as One Time). hahakz! it reminds me when i was listening to 1TYM last time. man! Teddy has grown old. me too.... hahakz!

woke up like around 0800hrs and couldn't go back to sleep. by 0900hrs, got up and brush my teeth. made coffee and sat in front of the pc while i wait for mom to wake up as we're going down to starhub. i didn't know that time pass so fast. mom suddenly stood beside me all showered and dressed up. panic for a little. hahakz!
reaching vivocity, had brunch and off to starhub. settled our stuffs and i wanted to get a pair of black pants or jeans. looked for giordano but i couldn't remember where was it and vivocity is like SSSOOO big, while walking around... walked into Tangs. mom wanted to look at some things and we start admiring and mom start window shopping for stuffs she wants to get.
i gave up in the end and we went to Marks & Spencer. the Great Singapore Sale has start and the prices in Marks & Spencer has gone down half price. mom got me the black pants and since GSS will go on for 2 months, i can still come and shop after i get my June pay. woohoo!
off to Giant supermarket to get the monthly groceries. that place some more so big i also tired siak! bought lots of things. taxi back and now i'm going to watch my animes. ...still don't know which one to start sey!
http://aaa-is-loved.livejournal.com/34812.html#cutid1

The Legend, the story... good la. going to watch SHINee's Replay performance at KBS and then off to my animes!!!!! // 1630hrs @ Zero Kiriyu


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i have not listen to any k-pops for awhile now. other than super junior-m. i think i mentioned this before in the earlier post. SHINee, the new sm emtertainment product .... omg! i got to go shower now. mom already showered and get ready la siak! // 1005hrs @ [no icon!]

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Saturday, May 24, 2008
i got a little too carried away today but at the same time, we were trying to get the old geezers off our songs! went for a little bit karaoke at the lounge after our shift and i chose some songs which were remaked. Leavin' On A Jet Plane and American Pie. senpai darling chose My Heart Will Go On and Words. when we start on those songs, the old geezer joined in. oh well, he's our member and we can't let our member go away unhappy. so, we let them sing along and at the same time, i pick songs from the new generation. when manday moore's Cry came out, the old geezer didn't sing. the waiter/bartender picked a song for us to sing and dance along and oh boy it really did us move our bodies but we were just happily singing to the song which waiter/bartender picked. the song is ..... tata young's Dhoom! my god! i wanted to watch that movie but i didn't get my hands on the dvds and thanks to colleague darling has them! woohoo!

going in morning shift tomorrow. yes! it will be my first morning shift. got my schedule for june 2008. there might be changes. i see that i will be doing some OTs at times and my off days are inconsistent. either monday or tuesday or wednesday.
met with the girl whom i replaced. she's nice and she's younger than me. we went to the lounge together with the senior.
http://community.livejournal.com/lumierezione/4461.html#cutid1
will be doing the morning shift with senpai tomorrow morning. i better not forget to tell uncle to pick her up.
time flies by fast today and since it rained, it got a little cold today in the counter room. but it was all fine. evening break, fried rice and chickens. senpai was suppose to control my eating but instead i became the food dispenser again.
[originally i want to put Death the Kid's icon by seeing Mamoru Miyano's, i can't resist]
there were some squabbles going on between the two senpais about work and after 5 minutes it was all cool and i told them to stay on Pedra Branca. ...they're considering.

i'm getting a little pampered now that i am working so near to my workplace. i could even walk back and forth if i want but it'll be crazy to walk in to my workplace as it is right inside the sembawang airbase. with transports picking me up and sending me back. some time friendly members would send us back on the way and hahakz! happening ar working so near. i never felt this good before. is this the place i meant to be? i don't know. maybe not but hey... life goes on man.
i'm picking up well in the new place. i think i am. i hope i'll be just fine withing a month. i got hold to some of the stuffs. have yet to remember the prices of the flights and fees and balls and stuffs. .... but i think i'm okay.

ten o'clock. going to watch the music station super live 2007 part one on animax. see how the situation. in the room on in the living room? oh man! what am i listening to now? ...it's Hey Say Jump's Chance To Change (instrumental version). listened to Kurosagi's theme songs! finally! love it man! hahahahahahaha!!!!! ....

quotes; stay in my memory where you belong. ~ Cloud Strife [final fantasy vii: advent children] i don't belong to any memory. ~ Sephiroth [final fantasy vii: advent children]

it has been a while i have not listen to k-pops. other than super junior-m which i would not count them as k-pop genre. sm entertainment came out with a new one, SHINee. little young boys at age 14 - 18. i like their debut song, Replay. just like their seniors, H.O.T., Shinhwa, Tohoshinki, Super Junior .... let's see to which direction will SHINee will go. Japan or China? lots of k-pops break into the j-pop scenes and it seems easy to them but harder to see the j-pops in the k-pop scene. i better think of my own scene. i'm like blasting my mp3s out loud in regards of mother watching her korean drama ..... !hekz > Taguchi Junnosuke Natsu no Basho SHINee Replay Super Junior-M Me Aya Over Night japanese korean chinese english

this is what happen now .... i have become lazy to eat dinner everytime i'm home. after i shower, it's either i'm in front of the pc or in the room on my bed watching television until i drop sleep. ~drinking guava juice with bits of pears~

Antique Bakery. i found volume 4 of the manga in the central library. the live-action drama adaptation was out 7 yrs ago and coming up this year, a korean movie adaptation will be release. and in july 2008, a twelve episode will be release on FujiTv. I CAN't WAIT!!!! MAMORU MIYANO!!!!!!!! also in july 2008, watch out for the anime adaptation of World Destruction. MAMORU MIYANO!!!!!!!! loving Micro's Odore.

these post has become very long because i spell check them every time after posting and adding more things to blog at the same time that posting at an earlier time brought forward to later time.// 2137hrs @ mamoru miyano


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Thursday, May 22, 2008
Kyou Kara Kyoukai. a 7-chapter ongoing anime movies adapted from a novel series. like Shuhei Fukisawa's novel series, all 3 are adapted to a live-action movies while for Kyou Kara Kyoukai, it's adapted to anime movies. the 1st, 2nd, 3rd chapters are out. the 4th chapter part will be out on 24th may 2008 and 5th chapter soon after that. then there'll be 2 more chapters to complete all 7 chapters.
i have read wiki and it's said that it's similar to Tsukihime and they storyline is REALLY complicated. it took me 3 views to finally understand the role of each characters and the storyline. so, Kyou Kara Kyoukai; the Garden of Sinners are bet to be as good! plus, Maaya Sakamoto and Kenichi Suzumura! woohoo! i love the pair.

3rd day of work. catching up. yes, still catching. took care of the 9(h) flights today. not much. i guess it's due to a weather. will be starting morning shift next week with my senior. already got the hand to do the settlement at the end of the day, the bookings, the flights, the green fee, buggy fees..... the cousin came down for an interview. if things work out, up to you my girl. the girl loves you, i think. seems like. she's loud ain't she? hahakz! took 169 back today and i seem to be home 10 minutes earlier today. the van was totally crowded and senior simply jz called out to me to go with her. no hesitations, i followed her. hahakz!
off on monday and out with mother to do some changes with starhub. i make sure she's up early. i ain't going out late man! but then, mom forking out money first on monday. hehekz... will pay you back ar mother.

have to finish up the mammoth manga book i borrowed. june 6th return, u knw! still got few more mangas to finish up. i never seem to have the time to finish it man. ok! the only time is when im waiting for my transport and in the transport while waiting for the passengers. once the van starts moving, i can't open up the book. i'll end up lying in hospital. hahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!

http://lulubai.livejournal.com/2953.html

don't think i'll be able to make it on june 1st. working yaw!
ushi! the icon got look like me or not?! hahahahahahahahakz

i have need to start to make a list on new wardrobe, toileteries, lingeries, etc. whoa!

the whole day today since morning until now and i finally figure it out. my lil cous' Siti Watita, happy birthday eh dear darling....... MUACKZ.

loving Prisoner of Love (Original Karaoke), Love Juice, Resonance and CrawL. love Jasdebi & Debitto. // 2155hrs @ Reborn!


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pathetic ar. i've been wearing the same pair of jeans for the past 3 days to work. i can't wait to get my pay and starts getting more black jeans and polo tees. and i think i'm getting pampered. company transport to work and back. unless if we stays back, buggy out and 169 back. but it's ok. woohoo!

http://www.kisu-kisu.com/2008/05/10/icons-12/#more-180
good morning people all i know and i don't know. it was a long long wait to neo angelique abyss yesterday. both me and ushi came home at almost the same time. there was a tournament going so and so i had to stayed back and help collect the score cards and deliver them over to the office. and i even got a goodie bag! woohoo!

drove the buggy and i almost died! lucky there was no accident! hahakz! hope i'm not off on this monday. i want to experience the quietness later on.

american idol was on but we both were just lying down and take minute-naps. by 2300hrs, ushi noticed some changes on her tv and and there was no Centrals! luckily she found and we managed to watch neo angelique abyss.

i'm so don't have much to blog right now. it's always like this. you want to blog, want to put out so many things but then you got lazy and when you got the time to blog, ended up nothing came up. blog is the only place you can brag out anything you want but not until the Ministry of Public-Internet-Speaking starts checking you out and give you unneccesary stern words. You are not alone. having my coffee before i go to work is the best damn thing.

D.Gray-Man will be waiting for me when I'm back! JASDEBI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i forbid matsujun to be Kanda in D.Gray-Man's live-action although he looks good for the part.// 0800hrs @ Jun Matsumoto


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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
it has been awhile i have not heard these,
"you're chinese?"
"you're mixed blood?"
"you're half chinese?"
"you're malay?!!!!!"
"you're so fair!!!!!!"
"i thought you're chinese."

http://www.kisu-kisu.com/2008/05/10/icons-12/#more-180
for the first time, my experience of a first day is different. really different. it's like as if i'm just volunteering for a few days or as if i've worked day for quite some time. for starters, i'll be on normal shift. at later time, i'll be in different shifts same as my direct colleagues.
feeling a little sleepy right now but i just can't bring myself to lie down in my bed yet. hahakz! i want to watch my animes but i can't watch any serious ones yet. need to watch funny ones. the only that's left is itazura na kiss.

shasha.... hohohohohohohohohohohoho // 1943hrs @ Satoshi Ohno


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Monday, May 19, 2008
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when KAT-TUN finally debuts with their first single, Real Face, i thought... just another group of pretty boys trying to shake their hips and dance sexy with that long irritating number. but now, after 2 years, i don't find the song irritating. when ushi start listening to it, i got irritated to it. annoyed BUT now! i'm not. i guess i'll get the sick again soon but at the moment i am loving the song. Real Face was written by the great Shikao Suga-san! woohoo! he is like WAAAHHH!!! the first time i heard his song was 19 yrs old Blues. the opening song to xxxHolic back in 2005. i totally love the song and i start listening to him. that music video was totally porn, i tell you. he later did theme song for Death Note the movie and even wrote and duet-ed with Yui. the kawaii Yui. sugoi! Shikao Suga-san actually wrote Real Face for KAT-TUN. ....hahakz!

i'm like listening to KAT-TUN, NEWS and KANJANI8 on the following order;
DON'T YOU EVER STOP
LIPS
KEEP THE FAITH
YOROKOBI NO UTA
SIGNAL
YOU
REAL FACE
summer time
taiyou no namida
sayaendou
hoshi wo mezashite
cherish
akaku moyuru taiyou
Wahhahhaa
It's My Soul
Zukkoke Otoko Michi
Kanfuu Fighting
Sukiyanen, Osaka (Tanaka-san Version)
Osaka Romanesque
Oh! Enka
Naniwa Iroha Bushi

wah.. feeling kinda sleepy since just now. well, when i was watching KAT-TUN on Hey3 Music Champ, i was laughing so hard that I was wide awake. now the laughing are done, i'm back to being sleepy again. i guess i have to pass my none comedic anime series again and Zettai Kareshi and Last Friends.// 2126hrs @ tatsuya ueda


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about my previous post. i mentioned "Akanishi's hot". What I meant to say is... Akanishi Jin's Love Juice makes him hot. the song is so similar to Justin Timberlake's My Love =i'm ready for some bashing from akanishi's fans here! muahahahakz= that everytime i listen to the chorus of the bridge, i'll visualise JT's My Love pv. well, watched a glimpse of his very short performance in music station and i have to say, i am looking forward to the whole song performance. i'm loving Taguchi's Summer Place too.

mom and nyai now are really engrossed in that repeated korean drama on ch U. oh well, they were discussing about my uncle's upcoming one month kenduri. mom and nyai are already planning to do it end of the month and nyai is a bit disappointed as nobody have called her or ask her about anything. and the one man who says that he has to be responsible for it is doing nothing at all while another has automatically start doing things from earlier. i'm totally taking my hands off them.

okay, and so i'm starting something new tomorrow. with this new one, i have neither excuse to wake up late, be late of even nor complains about it being so far that i get really tired about the journey.
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went down to kaksallyn's place today and got a belated birthday pressie from dik edah and she ordered pizzas. yay! hadn't had pizzas for quite awhile. meeting the two little boys was happiness. rifan who has grown so much starts spewing out salivas like a merlion when he had lollipop in his mouth. hahakz! it was so funny seeing his salivas juz flows out like water coming out from a mountain hole. while Af while just smile cheekily and later laughed along with us.

i'm feeling kind of sleepy right now. yes, i have to wake up early tomorrow morning and i want to watch this movie. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DZa5ScY318s. My Girlfriend's a Cyborg. Directed by the director of My Sassy Girl. he loves Misia and even got her to sing the theme song. // 1908hrs @ Junnosuke Taguchi & Jin Akanishi


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Sunday, May 18, 2008
as preparations of kenduri for her late husband and son, she goes through the old stuffs with her daughter. old testimonials of her husband while he was in the army which i couldn't even read the handwriting, even dad couldn't, it brings her much memories of the olden days. she even found her daughter's vocational school certificate. and it was even unlaminated. only now after more than 20 years of marriage her husband knows that she used to play hockey and softball back then.

wah! my mom was athletic and active while granddad used to be so popular and well-known in the army. ...in the army with the british.
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i didn't sleep a wink again last night. what had happened to me? is it due to the musical? i think not. i was actually scared that i might get sleepy in the show but thankly i didn't. the show was good but there wasn't much impact to it. it didn't bring out the IT to it. i guess cause everything went through really fast and the music... well, pop yeh yeh and oldies.. P.Ramlee the man. i teared up when they showed his pictures at the ending. yes. i did.

came back, Bleach and more pictures uploading... oh yes, i better clear more stuffs...// 1326 @ jin akanishi


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Friday, May 16, 2008
i feel so wasted. hahakz! i took a nap in the late afternoon earlier and i ended up waking up at almost midnight. caught on a little bit more and i was finally up at 3am. had my very early coffee and breakfast. had a nice cold shower and washed my hair and watched the french animated movie as i eat and after that, i'm clueless to what i should do next. other than checking my mails and updating this blog, i have no idea to what to do next. i want to vaccum my room but i don't to get all perspiry after i had a nice cold shower. i guess i'll do it all a little later when the sun is up. before dad even starts taking the vaccum, i'm going to grab it first. hang out the laundry after that, guess i'll do the whites later and i'm in no mood to watch my animes or j-dramas right now. i don't feel like staying on my bed and read the book i've borrowed from the library. what do i want to do?

for the first time ever, i feel so wasted. i wasn't like this before when i was out of job. i feel so screwed up. the only problem is, i have to find a job. yup. i do. i sound kind of whiny there. people are going to not give a damn later on. i don't want to get an unneccesary shoutout. hohohohohoko! // 0558hrs @ FLCL

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Thursday, May 15, 2008
hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot.... the weather is hot and Akanishi's hot. it has been a long time i have not finish a can of pepsi in less than 30 minutes. we were blessed with the cold wind and heavy rain for the whole day yesterday. yup! when the electricity on our floor was cut, the cold winds and rain starts. it went on until this morning at 0500hrs. but after that, as day comes in.. the sun rises high and the bright scorching sun burns the earth with blistering rays. ..... i sound so stupid. lame, yes. i'm not smart. don't worry, i'm not going to say anymore. whoever has fallen sick after reading that, thousand apologies from me to all you lovers out there.
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came back like an hour ago. went to the central library before that to look for Ayat-Ayat Cinta but it was loaned out! the only one available currently is at bedok library. hell no i'm going to go there. i feel like a hangover while i was in the library while going through the mangas and graphic novels. saw Akira and oh so i want to read it BUT there was only volume two and five. Blood Suckers, there were only volume two. Antique Bakery, there were only volume four. i ended up borrowing The Best New Mangas. a compilation on famous comics and manga artists around the world and of course a book with no pictures, Kyuden. the summary totally got me.

neo angelique abyss.
Rayne, Nyx, Hyuga, J. D. = the 4 guys who lives with angelique in silent sun.
Bernard = the journalist.
Roche = the photographer.
Mathias = the leader of celestial organization.
René = the silver knight apprentice from the celestial organization.
Erenfried = the director of the imperial consortium.
Jet = underling of Erenfried and product of the imperial consortium.

somehow, ushi and neo angelique abyss doesn't seem to go well together. hahakz! it's so funny. well, she love the show. can't stop her right. come to think of it, she was hooked to inuyasha too last time.

i feel so sleepy right now. if i sleep now, i won't be sleeping at night again. // 1435hrs @ rukia kuchiki of bleach


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Wednesday, May 14, 2008
man! the electricity is going to be out again today. what else are they installing. it seems to be raining anytime soon. my interview has been brought forward now. sigh. but i'm going to go hang out somewhere for awhile and might go for some walk-in interviews. sigh! why won't it just rain now? or not! maybe it'll start raining at about 0830hrs just as the electricity goes out and the cold winds comes in. i'm already feeling so sticky right now. ugh! shasha! let's go for another round of seoul garden. but not now. hahakz!
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loving LOVEJUICE by Akanishi Jin. // 0804hrs @ deadman wonderland


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Monday, May 12, 2008
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well well well .... i just had to. change the layout. i wasn't really satisfied with the one before this. i have enough of black. not in the mood for black. well, going to lie down for a short while and off i'm out for an interview. after that have to meet up with kelly dear. sigh. can i make it later? i guess i'll give her a message. // 0710hrs @ allen walker of D.Gray-Man


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Sunday, May 11, 2008
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changed my layout. i actually spent like 3 days and nights looking for a new layout. somehow, simple plain didn't workout on me. i wonder how long this one is going to stay. i love the animated image. hehekz! i shall be updating my links when i'm up and alive.

previewed KAT-TUN's solo songs, excluding Kame's, they're all so damn NICE! my favourite would have to be Akanishi's LOVE JUICE and Taguchi's NATSU NO BASHO.

okay, i'm pretty sleepy right now. i just had to change the layout before i sleep. we didn't even get to finish Sensei wa Erai! just now. it even start raining heavily. it has stopped now. i bet i'm going to have a good morning sleep now. // 0534hrs @ Se7en

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Saturday, May 10, 2008


Upcoming j-drama to look out. Starring Satoshi Ohno and Toma Ikuta. thnx to hani-senpai i got to know about it. the funny thing was, when i look at the drama poster for Devil, i find it so damn familiar of the Korean drama that they're remaking it from. read about it and looked for a possible poster of the korean drama and YES! i was right. it was Lucifer. mom has watched it on KBSWorld last year. Ohno is playing Jun JiHoon's character. Will he past off as the mysterious guy who seeks revenge? i hope the japanese remake will be as good as the Korean one. // 2115hrs @ yuya tegoshi


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finally, i finished Ghost Hound. the ending wasn't really a big impact but all truths has been revealed, settled and put into place. nobody is going to kidnap anybody and nobody is going to anything bad to anybody. the sound effects and the music background gave really exciting moments to each of the episode. from when they were kidnapped to when they were "astral project"ing to the spirits flying around and chasing each other. it was worth watching.
caught the last episode only after i came back from a coffee session with an old ex-colleague. calling me out of the blue. remembering my birthday, went out for out usual coffee session like back then. chatted and omg! he is still the same as before. this time with a new beau in his hands, all stories are thrown on me and there i am again as his listener. told me about his father too. his father too died of cancer last year. but no, he didn't smoke. it was family gene. err, is that how they say it? got to know the situation of the old place and what i heard, everything are still the same as how i left. after hearing that, i'm glad i'm no more at that place.

went out for dinner with ushi and shasha. hahakz! a great one. crazy dear shasha cooked up some dishes, well 2, well... hahakz! one turns out alright but one just turns out.... ok. i guess. but hahakz! the fried tofu was the best. i just love it. balanced taste, i say.
the coffee flavored meat, i didn't know it was coffee. after seeing the color, shasha said it's coffee. after grilling it, smelled it and yeah! it does smells coffee but after taking a few bite, i took all the coffee ones aside and not to be touch. WHO CAME UP WITH COFFEE FLAVORED GRILLED MEAT?????
i was totally full. the rice was nice. the first time i had rice with the grilled meats and veggies at seoul garden. the rice was nice, the fish was bluek.

kat-tun's new single, Don't You Ever Stop has released its pv and i love the song. Tegomass's 3rd single, Ai Ai Kasa will be out June 16th! OH YEAH!
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oh my stomach. i'm so full. i am still full. i can hardly walk but the walk to the mrt station was blessed but until i came back home, i am still full. oh i'm so full. i wonder if i can still eat at rifan's birthday party later. turning One on the same day as me... how big has he grown?

before we got off from khatib station, told the girl to retake a pix. i found a pix the 3 of us had few years back on the first day of hari raya. i'm not sure if it's 2003 or 2004 but i had this really straight flat rebond hair and the 3 of us had really oily faces and our forehead were really shiny under the bright light.
before(up) & after(below). //ushi & shasha are on opp sides//hahakz!!!//
....as shasha said, "to cover your shiny foreheads, keep big bangs. ...BIG BANGS!" .....hahakz.... lame? we had more laughters on our way back thanks to me coming up with the topic about Lame Jokes. ushi and shasha shared few lame jokes and had big loud laughters. more laughters til we separated at the traffic light. // 0323hrs @ yu yokoyama



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Thursday, May 08, 2008
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// 1612hrs @ Keep The Faith



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i am so loving KAT-TUN's Don't You Ever Stop and Veltpunch's Crawl. Can't sleep at all. Really engrossed with the book which I borrowed from the library. i'm finishing soon. already read more than half the pages. it has been mundane today. despite it's already past 0300hrs in the morning, only went to one of the interview today. totally rejected the one at the all-too-familiar place. hadn't ate anything the whole day too. except of a piece of sunshine's chocolate cream bread while i was on the way to the interview earlier and also 2 pieces of cream puffs ushi bought back from Beard Papa. it was really nice. well, i guess i was just hungry. i guess i'll hold on to that hunger until friday evening. yeah! can't wait.

right after Neo Angelique Abyss, thanks to ushi's scheduled alarm... she present me those 2 mangas. BUS GAMER The Pilot Edition and Naked Ape's 2002 Switch vol.1 .....hahakz! not that she knows what to get for me. she has already enquired with me and with those enquiries, she got me those 2 mangas. WOOHOO! ... i will not hesitate to continue Switch on the other volumes. i'm already reading up Naked Ape's recent release, Dolls online. Naked Ape has really great releases and it's really hard to get my hands on them. Switch is like a one in a million to get it here and thanks to Viz Media! ... ushi! once again, ARIGATOU! 2 more wishes after that and i'm back on track with Mon. almost finishing, i think i'll be finishing it by middle of next week.

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aaahhh!!! Yu Yokoyama and Ryosuke Yamada's birthdays tomorrow. Wah! Sugoi! hahakz! not acquaintances of mine... they're just johnny's idol. sharing the same month birthday and just one day apart from Yu Yokoyama is so exciting. Hahakz! am i even young enough to talk about my idol?

D.Gray-Man episode 82 was one of the exciting part where Jasdero and Debitto sang out their spell and merge into one. They're the Noah of Bond. i simply love how the music to their spell sounds. Reading it on manga only gives us our own tune. but now the music is out.... so nice! i like. maybe Showtaro Morikubo-san compose it. Ehekz!// 0500hrs @ DOGS


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Wednesday, May 07, 2008
although it was cloudy and dark today. no sun. yes... no sun. there was not a single bright sun shining over my area. hanged out the laundries after i shower but there was no wind either. still the air was hot. i was practically perspiring the whole time i was hanging out the laundry. i managed to finished them fast. straight away to the small fan at the kitchen entrance and put on full blast. after that, felt that my hair has already dry... so i went on tie ponytail. high up and tighten it. after 4 hours of tight ponytail, my head was in pain. i was having a headache the whole time .... until now. well, the headache has gone down a little bit. had a little rest after watching Zettai Kareshi and Hokaben....

.... oH man, i think i'm stuck to Hokaben. adapted from a manga of the same title, the first episode is not like any other lawyer-drama type. you know, like Hero, each episode different cases. for Hokaben, the leading character who became lawyer and starts in her new department, Pro-Bono. she made a deep mistake in following her common sense and cause her client to attempted murder. after her client decline her as her lawyer, she tried to run away. WHAT THE HELL! ... i was expecting the usual never-give-up character but instead seeing her running away as her boss who don't even care before gave her a tight slap on her face and reminds her of the mistake she did ... she had no choice but to continue her work. Whoa! Yes, seems like Hokaben is not bad.
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i'm going to an interview at all too familiar place which i wish i would never go anymore. not 7th floor this time but the 9th floor. i hope nobody recognise me when i go there later.
i hope i can sleep later... although i'm having my dip of caffeine right now. i've not had it the whole day today.

i like how my hair is right now. after seeing Yu Aoi in Osen, once again it reminds me of keeping my hair long. ushi has decided to keep her hair long and not do any trimming at the moment too. taking care of the hair, another one big job too. // 0236hrs @ Yu Aoi

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Monday, May 05, 2008
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finally, deleted my MySpace and Hi5 account. i'll just be keeping Multiply and Friendster. those 2 were the first few that i've signed up. these sites, i wonder why i signed them all up in the first place. i think i'm going to delete my facebook too. friends kept bugging me and i just signed up so that they won't say anything much. but oh well, i guess i'll just leave it. i'm not really active after all. have other accounts though. i would need to active my AnimeList.net ..so far i only use that to keep updates with what animes i'm currently watching.

this morning, i spilled the cup of water again in my room. this time, i was asleep. i placed the cup on the stool just right beside my bed. had my book and handphone there too. my hands laid out while i was tossing back to the right and there my hands somehow got caught to the tip of the cup and i simply just pull my hand and the cup was totally knocked down. water spilled onto the floor and right to under my bed. lucky it didn't get onto the book and handphone. i got up for awhile and look at the floor. picked up the cup, place it back up properly and went back to sleep. the floor's dried up now but i can see water stain on the floor. i would need to mop the room now. now that's like a reason for me to clean up my room. hahakz! ...

didn't go to my interview today. just when i want to wake up, mom came into the room and asked me to company her to belanja. totally geram! itu hari kata nai pergi tapi tak jadi. then nak gi ngan bapa pasal kata kalau kita gi nanti duit habis cepat. nanti kata kita tak pilih betul2. sekali kita bangun semalam, found out dia tak pergi. kata nak gi ngan bapa. tapi tak gi. so hari ini, i cancelled the interview and changed the appointment. got up, told mom that we go today instead. abih, dia kata kepala dah mabuk. and it's only like 15 minutes after she asked me to teman her. APA NI?! so i told her, nak gi besok pagi. .... no answer. later said, tak payah. and then suddenly kata pergi. I didn't say anything at all. Twice she asked me, nicely. I showered and prepared. out we went.. and everything went well.

somebody... wants to company me watch Ayat-Ayat Cinta ??? Or should I just wait for the dvd to be out or for Sensasi to show? I want to borrow the book but it was out on loan. Sad.

Super Junior-M's debut album titled track Me is nice. Both the original Mandarin version and the Korean version.
yes, i am a super junior fan. tohoshinki too. they're the only current Korean boyband that I like and listen to. Super Junior-M has just released their debut album, Me. With 5 original Super Junior members and 2 new chinese members. HanKyung, the original Super Junior chinese member is the leader of Super Junior-M .... kyaa~kyaa~kyaa~ HanKyung-shi!!!!!!! nothing's stopping me from listening to Super Junior-M.// 2131hrs @ Tadayoshi Ohkura


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Sunday, May 04, 2008
Lethargic.

here i go again. that is wat i am feeling right now. but i feel good and oky when i woke up today. although it was already 1600hrs.

i have been putting on the earphones and listening to veltpunch as dad watches his blu-ray with loud gun shots going around which keeps making me jump by the sound itself although i'm trying to focus to whatever i am reading r doing on the pc.

saw hanakimi taiwan on ch U. really makes me. i watched my hanakimi japan drama and i got too shiok with it. although i already had a shower, i couldn't take it anymore. i took another shower and straight away to the pc with the fan on me. feels so cooling but once i'm out of the windy area, it's all heaty again.

maybe i should watch macross frontier tonight.

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while cleaning mom's wound, maybe i'll ask her why she didn't go to belanja this morning. according to ushi, dad went out this morning and mom woke her up and ask her to go belanja with me. why didn't she just agree to ask me and ushi to go.

wasting time.

she's going to be naggy again.

maybe it's fine to continue with Ghost Hound right now. ....oh no, i gotta wash mom's wound now first. // 2201hrs @ keiichiro koyama


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Saturday, May 03, 2008
Do you know .... in the US, they're using Wii for Physical Theraphy.

Do you know ....

What else did I watch on tv the other day that kinds of amazed me.

Oh well.

I need a new mp3 player. With larger size. I want to listen to Veltpunch. Downloaded their previous albums. USHI & Wanwan, I recommend you to listen to Veltpunch.

I wanted to watch my animes last night but I got sleepy BUT I only ended up falling asleep at 0600hrs +++. I managed to watch D.Gray Man 81 and Amatsuki 3. Ghost Hound is complete, I can't wait to watch it.

i had a really funny dream though recently. jin akanishi and junnosuke taguchi were in my dream but jin was more of my friend. a close friend. but at the end he kind of pissed me off that I passed something to him and he was actually coming up to me like a braggy old lady with two big bright red pimples on each of his cheeks. I later went off and board on a bus. taguchi was smiling and saying hi to me before that but I ignored. I feel bad after. Before I could even say anything or turn around to Jin, I was woken up by the stupid alarm.

Went to the library to search for Ayat-Ayat Cinta but it was loaned out. Once again, I borrowed Mon by Natsumi Soseki. Yes, I love his books. Favorite would be I Am A Cat.
I had late brunch before I going to the library. Mee Goreng. ...and after going to the library, I wanted to get something to drink. Went o 7-Eleven and saw something interesting. Pokka Milk Cocoa ..... the taste ... it was really thick milky and sweet .... I wonder how would it taste if I have bought the bottled milk tea instead.


Speaking of drinks. I would love to drink this fruit can drink again. This one is Apple's flavor. Bought it at a Korean grocery store while I was at my previous job.
Went down to NUH after that to see Wak Nor. it was my first time visiting to NUH. My aunt was warded on Wednesday evening. I was told that to take the train to Buona Vista and there's a shuttle bus but there wasn't any. Luckily, there was one bus that went in to NUH from the bus stop I was at.
Reached and Idah was there with Ariqah having a break. Sat down to take a break after so much walking and I was cheated of three-dollars for a small cup of mango juice. chey! if milk was added, it'll worth three-dollars. sigh. Idah then told me that the shuttle bus now has been changed to Dover mrt station instead. If I knew earlier, I wouldn't have gone down to Clementi. the bus I took even stop at Dover mrt station. Oh man! Informed ushi about it as she was on the way.
Went to see Wak Nor and later have another short break at the Rest Room which Wak Ju pointed at. Brought Idah and Ariqah there for her to have her milk. Ushi came few minutes later.
Wak Nor, oh man .... she's really not eating her vegetables......
Had dinner after that. Got Yong Tau Fu as ushi but I wrongly said yes when I wanted dry instead. But I was full. ...and Ariqah had to pass motion there. Oh why oh why.
Went back up for last few chats with Yaya as Idah goes out to calm Ariqah down while Wak Ju goes out to get some pampers.
By nine-plus, off we went..... the train.... sigh .... // 0056hrs @ yuya tegoshi


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Thursday, May 01, 2008
Went out yesterday. It has been awhile I actually went out and walk-walk. Orchard is like the same but with more constructions still going on. The people where ok since we were there at around 1600hrs. Had my very late brunch at the new Sakura at Far East. No! It is not new. It is still the same only it has a new look. New chairs and tables too but same settings and same servings.
Almost got hit by a car which doesn't give a signal that it was moving backwards towards us. I only noticed that it was moving when a lady at my opposite was just standing still instead of walking. She was actually waiting for the car to move away (towards us). Agh! We survived.
Off to AXS to play my bill before I spend the money on stuffs I don't need right now. Instead of taking the short way, we went into TANGS and down to basement and down to AXS. But there was no AXS, there was SAM. Well, SAM it is... Hani helped with the scanning of the barcode. I usually keyed in the account number manually as scanning it was really troublesome. I kept calculating the gst money that we just received. After paying my bill, I'm back to being zero. Enough for me to top-up my ezlink card for me to move around, I'm happy.
At Kinokunya, checked out some mangas and found some that I wanted and I even found one which I didn't expect. Although it was a manga released few years but only been licenced in English recently, I was so damn happy to see it. Off to Gramophone to check out if they have Sword of The Stranger but I guess it's not out here yet. Looked through the Renting session. Found nothing to rent but saw KAT-TUN's Real Face dvd. Hahakz! Just for 3 tracks, who wants to rent that? Well, I guess some would.

Survived the whole day with our long thick hair down too. hahakz!

Been a long time have not been to HMV. Listened to Nodame Cantabile's music collection. I want to listen to Rachmaninoff but it was in another disc. Bluek. // 1721hrs @ [no icon today]

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