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had a change of shampoo. again. this time it's Clear's new scalp care series. took the Anti-Dandruff; Dry & Itch (for Women) and it seems to be doing a good deal on me.

Used to use Pantene's scalp care, then it stopped producing. I had to look for a shampoo that treats my anti-dandruff and most of all my scalp. I've been getting dried scalp follicles (mostly from itchiness) but fortunately they aren't severed. It'll go away after few months but tend to reappear after years.
So recently I had this scalp follicle which stayed for months. When it was finally fading off, a new one grew just few inches below it, almost at the same spot. Every night when I sleep, it'll crusted & I would peel it off & it crust again. Sometimes it'll bleed. And whenever I washed my hair, the part would be burning but the burning pain will go away right after.
Then! another side of my scalp keeps getting itchy & dried follicles would gather. I'd scratched it off & pus liquid will come out. Fortunately, it was jz itching but it seems to start another scalp follicle that i do not want to have!

Was grocery shopping & saw Clear new shampoo series. Nourishment for Scalp Care. SCALP CARE! i need a scalp care shampoo. I don't want to go to the clinic or get a medicated shampoo cuz expensive ah.

Was looking at the different labels & took the (for Women) Anti-Dandruff; Dry & Itch.

Didn't start on using it as my Pantene still have lots more. But I was starting to get paranoid when the new itching area starts to bleed after scratching off the dried follicles.
Did a little bit more scrubbing, peeled off the crusted scalp follicle before I finally wet my hair. With the pus liquid flowing out, it stings when i wet it. I alrd felt like scratching it hard. Then I finally used the shampoo and aaggghhhh it stings so badly i felt like crying. I continued washing my hair as usual. Massaged & scrubbed and rinsed. But the pain on both dried itching areas were burning. It stings & burns.

Usually the burn feeling fades away fast but the whole evening, the whole night til now, it still burns. But the good news is, the itching area where dried follicles appears stays flat & no follicles appear! & the scalp follicle that is still ard doesn't crust.

_(_^_)_ asked my sister to smell my hair, unlike Pantene that gives off a nice fragrance, Clear gives off a medicated fragrance.....

I don't want to throw away my Pantene yet. So for now, I'm going back to using it for daily wash & use my Clear twice a month. Only when Pantene fin, then I'll start on Clear permanently... ⊙▽⊙

The only thing is right nau still is... those two areas of my scalp are still burning! It's 12 hours after the wash & it's still sting-ing & burning (~_~メ) ....it's making me feel restless. Especially when weather gets hot, I start to perspire, I get paranoid over my scalp, all over again.

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Thursday, November 04, 2010
hip★buLLet

& so JYJ came to Singapore. I kept my words in doing what I've said. I mentioned, "If JYJ steps in Singapore for a showcase & I'd go, I will cut my hair.", and so... I did. For almost 5 years, I've kept and maintained my long hair. My mom had that butt-length long hair when she was young. Her sister, my aunt had it too. Now, they're both sporting super short hair. So I thought, I want it too. To have that long hair and feel how it feels to have long hair. After few years, it grew really long and I was loving. I even maintained it and then it came to the point where I get to lazy to do anything with my hair. I just let the long hair loose and it wasn't looking any good. It gets heavier too. I was constantly getting headache and so, after JYJ came, I waited for my pay to come in. My sister gave me til end of October and quietly, after she left the house on 30th, I crept out and head to the salon and had my hair cut. Seeing the whole load of hair on the floor, i could actually compile them and make a small pillow. Unfortunately, I didn't thought of donating that time. Oh well. Dad and mom were, of course the 1st ones to see it. Mom was glad tt I cut it, cz I remember she actualli asked the night i came back from JYJ showcase, "So when you cutting you hair?". Sheesh~! She said I look much livelier nau & I could always grow back my hair. Ushi came back tt night but i want to make her wait. Hahaha~!!! I alrd hinted on twitter tt i've cut my hair and she's de one who's most excited, actualli, dere's another excited person.
I locked myself in the room knowing she'll be back after midnight. She came knocking but I didn't want to open it. Hahaha~!!! Shid came in the morn, to get the New Look 50% off receipt, nau, she's the 2nd excited person who really wants me to cut my hair everytime she sees me. she's lucky enough to be the 3rd person to see me in my hew short hairdo. hahaha~!!!
Anyway, my head feels really light right nau and i don't have to worry about the amount of shampoo im using and also... my hair dries faster~! huhuhuhu.....
& just as ushi & shid thanked Kim Jaejoong, JYJ for stepping down this tiny island of Singapore & for that I've cut my hair, I'd like to thank JYJ too for coming down to Singapore and performed live~!

this is random, this was few years back when both me and ushi had our long hair and those bangs~! hahaha~!!!

and NEXT~! i finally got it~!

Name: wonderweiss
Brand : Sony Ericsson
Model : Xperia 10
Type : Smart Phone
OS : Android
.....Beautify it with Mamo's Wonder [Regular Edition] cover. It fits perfectly. The wallpaper's resolution is 960 x 854. It covers 3-sides aka 3-pages.....
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Labels: hair, JYJ, kim jaejoong, long, mamoru miyano, mobile phone, short, smart phone, sony ericsson, wonderweiss

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Wednesday, June 09, 2010
SHOCK Summer~June/July/August

And so it was Mamoru Miyano's birthday on June 8th and we girls decided to meet up to celebrate. We even had cake, played games and had afureko sessions. Haha!!! .....

LIKE SERIOUSLY! LIKE AS IF!!!! hahahahaahaha!!!!!

yeah, we met up. Eve-sama supposingly can't make it. So, only me and Jie-chan had dinner. We had out talks about this stuffs and that stuffs and didn't hear my phone message tone since we're at a noisy place, we made a move to Jie's place to do the transferring. Told Jie-chan I didn't want to walk and take the bus instead. Bus came and we move into the queue and there was Eve-sama at the front queue. LOL! she told me to check my phone and she did messaged me. While moving into the bus, we decided to crash her place instead. Getting to where Eve-sama was, she asked if we're going to Jie's straight and we replied that we're crashing her place instead. HAHA!! and so we did. Jie-chan did some seiyuu acting while I go through my twitter and eve-sama in the shower. It was a BL doujinshi and Jie-chan was acting out the scenes so well that it gave me goosebumps. But when I told her to act it out to Eve, the passion-ness were gone. AAAWWW~. Haha!! Surprise surprise, Eve-sama suddenly appeared with slices of cakes and saying happy birthday. We were lost a little bit and then we she reminded us, Mamo's birthday. LOL!!! Jie-chan didn't finish her cake as she's not a fan of cheese. Boring~.

The list for 2010 Summer animes, not so interesting. Nothing much interesting. Not much to look forward to. Well, at least there're still some of the Winter/Spring animes still ongoing but many are finishing already....
High School of The Dead ← I'm interested in this one because of the summary. it's the zombies. Yup! bet it's those killing crazy horror anime.
Seikimatsu Occult Gakuin ← see the word "occult" there? yup, i'm gonna be watching this for sure.
Sengoku Basara Two ← I HAVE TO WATCH THIS! HAVING THE 1ST SEASON WAS NOT ENOUGH! NOW THEY'RE BACK WITH DE 2ND SEASON, I'M GONNA be FALLING IN LOVE WITH DATE MASAMUNE AGAIN.
Shi Ki ← Gackt, Gackt, Gackt, Gackt, Gackt, Gackt, Gackt, Gackt, Gackt, Gackt, Gackt, Gackt, GACKT.
Kuroshitsuji 2 ← heheheheheehehe!!!! continuation, supposingly. that's what its said but I doubt so, With a new butler (devil) and master. I'm looking forward to it. Takahiro Sakurai coming up!
Nurarihyon no Mago ← aaahahaha eeehehehehe WWWWOOOHOHOHOHO!!!! yes! This one is must watch! The drama cd wasn't enough for me. I want more. The manga, was cute. Now the anime series, with FukuJun-sama voicing Rikuo, i'll be his Yuki Onna anytime.
Tono to Issho ← this is adapted from a 4-panel manga. When i listened to the drama cd back then, i had to laugh in silent cuz my grandmother was sleeping. I laughed so hard that my jaw hurts. Then last week, I watched the OVA and damn it Tattsun, i am so in love with him. Sengoku era but this ain't your serious Sengoku Basara. Date Masamune having an eyepath fetish, Uesugi Kenshin wants to be Doraemon and Tokugawa just feels down cuz he's short! HAHA!!!! OnoD, Hirarin, Gackt, Sugita... Tattsun, Tattsun, Tattsun, Tattsun, Tattsun, Tattsun, Tattsun, Tattsun, Tattsun, Tattsun and Tattsun.
The Legend of the Legendary Heroes ← reading the summary, I wasn't all that insterested but looking at the cast line-ups, (OnoD, FukuJun, Okamoto, etc), I'm gonna give it a go. →GO!
Ookamisan to Shichinin no Nakamatachi ← same with this, reading the summary, wasnt that insteresting but the main cast, Miyu Irino-chan. Shall give it a watch. Hehekz!
Mitsudomoe ← This one really looks insteresting. 11 year old triplets. 3 girls who are over-mischievous. Will be recommending this for Ushi.
...More info here; myanimelist.net/ & animenewsnetwork.com/. Can we move on to Autumn now so that I can watch the continuation of Letter Bee?

Got our cds and our tickets for the showcase on June 24th. Ushi made the pre-orders last week for 5 people (which incls mine). B2ST Shock of The New Era Asia Version Vol.1, now there are two of them cds in the house. Me and Ushi were playing the cds in our rooms and was echoing. LOL! Looking forward to it.

This year, I'm going bonkerz. I have something to look forward and prepare to in August, September & November but! This year I AM really going bonkerz! Mind wise, $$$ wise. 1st was back in April where I actually packed my bag to Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia for 3D2N to catch Super Junior's Super Show 2 Asia Tour concert. Eventhough they were here last weekend, I didn't give a damn about it. It was like a private showcase by SingTel & Samsung to get the passes, you're required to buy Samsung Galaxy with 2-3 years contract. I ain't doing that baby. Well, ehk, actually B2ST is more like my belated bdae pressie by kakSallyn. So, Woohoo!! but still, well anyway and in July, SUNDOWN FESTIVAL.
Few months back, Shid smsed me about it saying there'll be k-pop and j-rock artistes but artistes are not announce yet. This week, the artistes line-ups were announced. The k-pop groups will be MY GIRLS, After School and a boyband, F.cuz (pronounce Focus), which I'm not interested in. Two j-rock bands announced are LM.C and SuG !!!! oKay, here we go... AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *cardiac arrest*. I have only one person to turn to to go with me for these 2 Visual-kei bands. I hope tickets would still be available when I want to get them. ..More info here; sundownfestival.sg/
SuG upcoming single pv, Koakuma Sparkling.

icon by community.livejournal.com/danaicons/1282.html Jie-chan wants UVERWorld but, let's all cross-finger and hope they come for AFA 2010. I'm hoping they'll promote Gundam 00: A Wakening of the Trailblazer here and so we could get any of the seiyuus here too. AAARRRGGGHHHH more $$$$ then I'll have to fork out for it.

Lately, I've been having the thing for chopstick for the hair. I want to try and do anything to hair until there's nothing I can do with it. I didn't have the skill to twist and tighten my hair with a chopstick back then. I would break each and every one of it until I gave up. Recently, I played with the 3 chopsticks I have. Took one out, do the usual twist to my hair and slip the chopstick in and WOOHOO! it holds! tight! fits! well! And so, I have been twisting and securing my bun with chopsticks. I bought 2 new ones the other day. A pink pencil and an orange geisha design with a dangling. Been using the pink one alot and people are looking at weirdly but I thought to myself, "yes peopl, I have a pencil in my hair." And I used to have pens in my hair. Ehekz! Even Eve-sama and Jie-chan thought I was using a pencil on my hair until I showed them that it's a fake pink pencil... hohoho!! The nasi lemak Ushi brought back, maybe I'll eat it now. // 0320hrs @ Eden of The East

Labels: anime, chopsticks, fetish, hair, j-rock, k-pop, mamoru miyano, sundown festival

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Saturday, October 31, 2009
it's raining, man!

Has anybody watch Masaki Aiba (Arashi) new drama, My Girl.? It has been a while have not seen him in the dramas and this come back is a cute one. The drama gave me that Clannad feeling. The anime, Clannad. Not that there're lots of girls but the thing about the single father and a five year old daughter. Just like in Clannad After Story, Tomoya Okazaki takes responsibility of his young daughter after 5 years or was it 6 years of his wife's death which puts him in depression and didn't even want to meet his daughter because it would remind him of his wife. Well, for My Girl, he doesn't even know that his girlfriend left him because she didn't want to be a burden to him. He waited for her and 5 yrs later, a daughter appeared and he was in pain whenever the daughter talks about her mother but the part where the 2 of them came to terms on facing the problems and cried, reminds me of when Tomoya let out his feelings to his daughter too and talks about his wife.... Omg! I feel like watching that anime again.
my sister bought a thermal hairbrush to straighten her hair. After cutting her hair short, she has been styling it almost everyday. She's been wanting to try it on my long hair. And so, she did. It was all good but the ends were giving bad vibes. It just had to be mosaic. Then we tried with me doing a ponytail and I told her to straighten the ends more. Yup! No matter how hard we tried to replicate de stylists in salons, we just can't. The product that we had and the hair dryer wasn't good enough. After she was done, I'm in awe in how neat my hair is.... And the left-over color on my hair is just so funny... icon by moonchild-luna.livejournal.com/6406.html#cutid1 // 0216hrs @ Hikaru Yaotome
Labels: arashi, clannad after story, hair, j-dramas, My Girl, thermal hairbrush

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