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the weather is just bad. Well, it's not like go through it every year. It's summer in other countries and it is just hot as usual in Singapore. Well, since it's the season, it's super hot. And with the H1N1 aka Swine Flu going on, people are getting flu, fever, cough, headache easily.

With ushi down with flu, I got the virus and was down with slight fever for a day and cough for a week and until now it's recovering. Tremendously with an old-mother's-remedy. Mom told me to make a medicine to stop my coughing. Lime with honey with hot water. It's meant to be a medicine. So it should be 1 lime and i teaspoon of honey. For 1 person. I totally forgot how much or how many and since ushi's coughing too, I was making it for 2. I cut about 8 limes and poured in about 2-3 tablespoons of honey. Not even using a spoon. It turns out nice and we had it again the next day.
Mom checked up on me if I've been drinking. So i told her how i made it and she got worked up with how many limes and how much honey i've used. Lol!!!! mom said, it's suppose to be a medicine, not for leisure drinking like coffee or tea. LOL.

Was to follow mom to johore, along with bik sal, shid and cik amin. but since i was still coughing, last minute i decided not to. With the weather super hot and the cough still not disappearing, I think I'll just stay home and clean my room. Even while sleeping, the coughing keep bothering me. But I guess it's the work of the remedy. My cough has been lessen double the double of yesterdays. I'm still drinking it now. When mom came back, she asked me again if i'm still drinking the honey-lime. And yes, I am. But i was eating the donuts she brought back and i'm suppse to drink coffee but no coffee at nights for now.

Visuals;
Watched Channel V's Battle of The Pop: Boys vs Girls. It was the Final Round and the Result day. Everybody knows it's Super Junior facing off TVXQ now. I was sure that Super Junior was going to win. The number of votes of at the advantage for Super Junior when I last saw. Can't believe in just within a week, TVXQ fans.... these cassis sure know how to attack sneakily. LOLz~!!! TVXQ won the battle this time! I mean, for the 3 Battle Of The Pops, no other asian artistes have own except for Korean artistes! 1st was Rain then it was Super Junior and now it's TVXQ!!! But, the winning video that was shown was mostly Tohoshinki's. Suervivor, Bolero, Kiss The Baby Sky and then Share The World. Yup! yeah to DONG BANG SHIN KI, TONG Vfang Xien Qi, TOHOSHINKI !!!!!! will be watching Dance, Subaru! this Wednesday! Woohoo!
......and Tohoshinki will be releasing their 28th (I think) Japanese single, Stand By U on July 1st 2009. ...a long bloody hell time to go. a drama version of the pv was released few days back. Like Doushite, they will released a 2nd version with them in it. Which I believe is not neccessary at all. And although many (me too!!!! was) were expecting that cute lee jun ki look-alike from Doushite to be in Stand By U, no fret, the pv is still good enough.....


senpai got nosebleed seeing this photo of jaejoong which I told her to stop and start looking for changmin's, i'm going to display it here. icon by http://community.livejournal.com/thrashground/45977.html#cutid1 and he's such a klutz too back then and now....

a Drama CD not to be miss! Stories on Snow Queen, Little Mermaid, the Emperor's Clothes, the Little Match Girl re-told with a unique way, Kazuhiko Inoue's character, (the Narrator) sure looks kakkoii.

entry 19: been a month since i've stayed with kamiyan. permanently became a resident in his apartment. i've no other place to stay now. woke up every morning with breakfast ready on the dining table. i'm not use to it yet. been used to waking up, straight to the shower and off to work. i have to make sure i don't touch his Virtue.
i havent seen yocchin for a very long time now. i wonder how he is doing. i dont miss him but after seeing the usual people i know, yocchin's the only one i've not seen for quite some time. even suzu and maaya has gotten closer. thanks to that concert of hers. i cant believe she did it. it's cheesy if you ask me but during her encore, 2nd song, she called out to suzu. spotlight was on him. maaya said out, "suzu-kun! arigatou!" maaya sang Tri-angle as she walks toward him. she went down to him and gave him a kiss! lips locked for few seconds. i was on their right and sakurai on the left, we both smile at each other and than pulled them apart. pushed maaya back to her performance and finish the concert. The concert ended successfully.

entry 20: that night, after the concert, we went for supper. maaya said she invited yocchin to the concert but didn't come. he sent her a bouquet of flowers and a congratulation message to her phone. i was curious but didn't ask further. i continued drinking. the eye contact with kamiyan was intense.

entry 21: we asked maaya how she got suzu to acknowledge her. after all that rubbles going on. it was with sakurai's help, earn suzu's jealousy to test if he really cares for her. and he proves it. playing dirty i'd say. but we woman could get bitchy anytime to get what we want. after the day suzu confronted sakurai, maaya gave suzu the cold shoulder. only interacting during work was her limit to him tempt.at her final concert rehearsal, suzu approaches her and said, "arigatou, for liking me." and gave her a kiss on her cheek and left. no matter wat maaya has did, suzu was still all nice to her. cheesy i tell, both of them! totally not my style. but i feel i am contradicting myself.... how dirty.

entry 22: work has been getting more busier. the main casta for gundam00 has been chosen. looking at the line-ups, mikishin-nii, kamiyan, mamo.... also.... yocchin! yocchin! yocchin! ....yocchin!!!! i miss him! sigh.
at dinner, mamo, mikishin-nii were invited. kamiyan was considerate enough to ask me if he could invite yocchin over. looking forward to it but he called last minute. he couldn't make it. kamiyan saw how depressed i was at the table.
for the next few days, i would make constant visits to the studio. just for that little moments, i would look at his back. so cool. whenever he acts out his part, he's so cool. i'd leave everytime he finishes he's session. i feel so stupid, i know. i know he knows that i'm always there but i don't feel like facing him front yet.

entry 23:
me - how have you been?
him - i'm fime.
me - didn't see you at dinner the other night. kamiyan invited you.
him - i couldn't make it. sorry.
me - it's nothing.
him - i need to make a move.
me - where you off to? maybe we can go together?
him - the hospital.
me - visiting someone?
him - no. i have an appointment.
me - oh. i see. ok. so i guess i see you around.
him - mm. i guess. bye.
me - bye.

and for the next few weeks, i've only been seeing yocchin at gundam00 recording session. neither talk to each other nor look at each other. other than that, nowhere to be seen.

entry 24: been not too well lately. there's a hospital nearby. went to its pharmacy to get a cough syrup. walked around uncomfortably with the mask around. i got my cough syrup and paid. walking out the small entrance, i saw yocchin arriving in a taxi. He got out and entered the big entrance of the hospital. he seems to be in a hurry. he didn't even notice me, nearby! and since he didnt, i decided to give a little tailing. none of my business, i know! i was just curious. followed him up all the way to the dialysis centre. he entered and stopped at the front desk. he seem to be registering. he made payment and a nurse escorted him in. i waited for almost 15mins but he wasn't out. just when i was about to leave, i saw kamiyan coming my way. hiding behind a pillar, i covered my head and face with my jacket's hood. looked at where he was going... to the dialysis centre! he entered too! but he didnt seem to be making any payments or whatsoever. at the front desk, he asked the lady and she pointed him the way where yocchin went. kamiyan went in and disappeared too. hhhhhhhuuuuuhhhhhh?????? // 0114hrs @ Haruta
PS: From now on, I'm going to state TVXQ instead of DBSK or THSK or Tohoshinki or Dong Bang Shin Ki.