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Monday, July 16, 2012
black hole

have been reading bl mangas for a week nau. been bl manga deprived for so long and been compiling alot. after reading this last one, it'll be a long break before i start reading again.

and fasting here is here again. ramadhan will begin this coming saturday on the twenty first. i don't think i have time tempah baju kurung. shall look look for a ready-made one then. just going to look for black.

yeah i like black so much. i like blue but to end a simple look, let's just go for black.
Labels: boys love, manga

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Tuesday, February 16, 2010
de Birth

Manga: D.Gray-Man
Character: Yu Kanda
Role: Exorcist
Type: a Second Exorcist ....
*cardiac arrest* chibi kanda kills me... sugoku kawaii~! .... scanlation by ieatsoul.com// 0508hrs @ Yu Kanda
Labels: d.gray-man, manga, random, yu kanda

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Friday, January 15, 2010
are u de cheese or de mouse?

Kyuuso ha Cheese no Yume Omiru and Sojou Koi wa Nido Haneru. These 2 mangas.... hhhmmmmmm.... seriously. I don't know. I'm ..... hhhhmmmm annoyed, irritated, speechless at the same time with the couples. With the story.
As I read through every chapters, this is kinda funny, at each epic scenes where Imagase wants Kyouchi for himself, when Imagase left the apartment, to when Imagase finally gets to do Kyouichi, to when Kyouichi tells Tamaki about his ex, to when Imagase just stood still looking at the fallen Tamaki, to Kyouichi pulls Imagase back before breaking up with Tamaki, etc, the perfect songs just comes out from Silverina. It's like, I'm having these scenes playing out from a film role in my head. I guess, it's different from other BLs stories that I came upon myself, okay, I'm new to BL, and I'm getting honored guidance from yukiya_ayase -sama, and through her, I tried on this story and yes, I love it very much but at the same time, I'm speechless over it, at the same time, I'm unsatisfied with the ending,..... I guess.
Reading Setona Mizushiro's message at the end of Sojou Koi wa Nido Haneru, it hits me hard a little bit. The reason for being irritated and
speechless over the series is that, I felt related to it. The story. The couples. I was kind of pissed off. Cuz it brought back some old memories that I remember clearly that I might have thrown them away but seems like it is still inside my head, the characteristic that she puts on
Imagase was so realistic that it pisses me off. But oh well, Alls Well Ends Well, nothing can be perfect and nothing can go smoothly. Sigh... And what the hell! Why does the main characters have to be close to my age!?!!!!...
Next will be the drama cd. Just how am I going to take when I listen to it. And with Koji Yusa voicing Imagase, why did I kept seeing Gin Ichimaru in the manga !???!!!!????

And like OMG!! Setona Mizushiro also did After School Nightmare. I loved that story too! But the ending was like, "WTH?!". But it was a good ending. In the drama cd, OMG! OnoD! .... yeah, it's that story where he had no choice but to sleep with his sister. icon by katrinasacay.livejournal.com/108948.html

I was still asleep when my sister called me and the first thing she said was, "SHINEE! SHINEE! SHINEE! SHINEE!", hysterically like Narsha did on Invincible Youth. I just listened to her and asked "What?", blurly. The she cleared her throat and told me about the Music Drama Concert that's happening on Esplanade on
Feb 1st & 2nd. SHINee will be one of the guest that will be performing. They'll be singing the theme songs (which they originally did) for Boys Over Flowers and Dream. I got up, brush my teeth and turned on the laptop and checked out the summary and ticketings. The whole day, we were on the phone talking about to go or not and finally Ushi said, "YOU KNOW WHAT! LET'S JUST GO, NO TURNING BACK!!!!"....

At night, while watching Star Golden Bell, my sister's boyfriend called telling her about the messaged posted to her on facebook by her KL friend. Super Junior having Super Show 2 concert at Kuala Lumpur on March 20th. Another reason for us to go hysterical. For few hours midnight, Ushi been checking out the site for the ticketing and worrying over if we're not able to get the tickets. Did our calculating and forsaking SHINee came to mind. Ushi looked at me and I gave her the puppy-eyes look which Tamaki gave to the Hiitachin Brothers, Haruhi & Kyouya. It was my turn to say, "YOU KNOW WHAT! LET'S JUST GO, NO TURNING BACK!!!!"....

hahakz!

But once again, forsakings and more thinkings went on but my sister couldn't escape my tamaki-puppy-eyes look and pouting about how I had no friend to go for those k-pop concerts back then especially when TVXQ was in KL back in 2008 and Shinhwa was in Singapore in 2007. Now that I have a friend to go with, so why not!
SHINee !!!!!!! ... I don't mind forsaking Super Junior cause I'm rooting for SHINee more than Super Junior cuz I know my fav member, Hankyung won't be there but WTH! Why not!!!!! .... but the funniest moment is now that.... MY SISTER IS MORE HYSTERICAL OVER THESE EVENTS THAN ME!!!! ....aaaaaahahahahhahahahahahakz!!! ..... but, yes i do take responsibility that she got into K-Pop and GunPlas.... but turns out, we're not going after all, for SHINee, after considering and thinking it over and over again, ushi talked into some sense into me and yup! We're not going after all. The girls will be flocking the airport by the way.

BUT!, yes, there's still a BUT... BUT! It's still forever Paramore for her, Mamoru Miyano for me and Dong Bang Shin Ki/Tohoshinki aka TVXQ for us... I'm still not giving up Jejung to her !!! HMPH! // 2348hrs @ Takahisa Massuda
Labels: concerts, k-pop, kyuuso ha cheese no yume miru, manga, setona mizushiro, shinee, sojou koi wa nido haneru, super junior, yaoi

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Tuesday, December 08, 2009
think im luving incest

Mashiro Ichijo is a girls' idol, handsome and kind, but he has been hiding a secret all his life: he's not truly male, nor entirely female. He has the upper body of a male but the lower body of a female. When a mysterious school nurse introduces him to a new class, he finds that in order to graduate he has to go to a world of dreams to find a mysterious key, competing with other classmates to find it. Struggling with his orientation issue he starts having mixed feelings regarding whether he wants to live as a male and go out with one of the prettiest girls in school, or if he wants to live life as a female and be with the cute male slacker; both of which are madly in love with Ichijo. [en.wikipedia.org/wiki/After_School_Nightmare]

After School Nightmare aka Houkago Hokenshitsu. I think when I downloaded the drama cd back then, it was the season where I wanted to hear more of Daisuke Ono. The usual routine of listening to drama cds every night before I sleep, After School Nightmare got its turn to be in silverina but only to listen to it 2 days later. Now, listening to it it's not just because there's Daisuke Ono but there's Miyuki Sawashiro as the main character. I've confessed to my friends that I love Miyuki Sawashiro and she's my favorite female seiyuu and this story is just, I don't know, interesting.

As the summary above states, Sawashiro's character, Mashiro Ichijo is lost between being a female or male but is accepting he/she self as a male. Ichijo has a friend, Sou Mizuhashi, played by Daisuke Ono. One day, Ichijo was told that he could get into a new class but he has to go through a special experiment. Without what it is, Ichijo went through it. He wokes up suddenly seeing himself wearing a girl's dress. He wonders around and met a girl who attacked him saying she hates men! After being attacked brutally, he found himself being in a room and there he met another girl who told him that he is in a dream land where each person will show their true self. He saw the girl who attacked him, approaching her, he was again, attacked. Ichijo suddenly woke up, it was back to reality.
In school, he met the girl whom attacked him in the dream world. She was a cute girl, Kureha Fujishima. Fujishima then told him about the experiment and explained what they have to do to graduate from it. She even tells Ichijo that he is free to choose to be wither gender. Since then, Ichijo starts to tell himself that he's a male and befriended Fujishima, in the process, they start dating. They became the talk of the school. This makes Mizuhashi, feeling unpleasant, confronts Ichijo and kissed him by forced, confessing that he loves him and that everything about Ichijo are all female-like. (There're even scenes where Mizuhashi pushed Ichijo onto the bed and wanted to sex him up... hurhurhur...)
On the other hand, Mizuhashi is taunted by his sister, Ai Mizuhashi, who knows everything about him and Ichijo. She insist that Ichijo will be never be a girl and the only one for him is her. Fujishima finds out about Mizuhashi and Ichijo, going crazy and not knowing what to do, she confides in Shinbashi, played by Daisuke Kishio.

I love this story, I hope they get green-lit for an animation. Sexuality, love, hatred, friendships, incest, The ending in the drama cd was somehow, neutral for me but still not quite satisfying. I so want Ichijo to end up badly being a girl and go with Mizuhashi but they drama cd ends halfway. I read a spoiler on the ending from the manga and .... ~kerkerker !!! ~ ... i'm so going to read up the manga, but the drama cd, is still worth listening to it. Why not!? Miyuki Sawashiro playing a character for both male and female, Hahakz!!, OnoD playing a character who's in love with a guy who could be a girl and is violated by his sister, AAAHAHAHA!!!! Kishio playing a character who's character changes into a cellphone ~, WAAHAHAHAHA!!!!! .. ... icon by bake-mountain.livejournal.com/714.html#cutid1 // 0602hrs @ Taemin
Labels: after school nightmare, daisuke kishio, Daisuke Ono, drama cd, houkago hokenshitsu, manga, miyuki sawashiro, sexuality

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Wednesday, September 02, 2009
♫ Butterfly ♫

Luka Crosszeria (CV: Takahiro Sakurai) and Yuki Giou (CV: Souichiro Hoshi).... Uragiri wa Boku no Namae wo Shitteiru... Anime adaptation coming soon. Somehow, when I look at the 2 of them, they remind me of Kaname and Zero, Vampire Knight. ..Reading up the manga and listening to the drama cd... Looking forward to the anime in the coming season. icon by community.livejournal.com/puffgraphics/889.html#cutid1 // 0247hrs @ Cloud Strife
Labels: anime, betrayal knows my name, drama cd, manga, souichiro hoshi, takahiro sakuai, uragiri wa boku namae wo shitteru

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Monday, July 20, 2009
"Lovetic"

The title, "Otomen" is a pun made of the Japanese word "otome", meaning "young lady" or "mistress", and the English word "men". The characters in the series refer to Asuka as an "otomen" and even he himself has done so. - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Otomen#Title
a live-adaptation has been set and it'll start on August 1st. The 1st time I got to know Jie-chan, she told me about a manga that she's excited about and am reading it. She shows me the manga and told me what it's all about. It's a cute shoujo manga. We then hope there'll be an anime adaptation. We want Takahiro Sakurai to voice Asuka Masamune and Mamoru Miyano to voice Juta Tachibana. But instead of getting an anime adaptation, due to high-rise chart in Oricon and Tohan weekly comic chart, Otomen gets a live-action adaptation! KKKYYAAA!!! looking at the casts, IKEMEN PARADISE desu-yo!!!!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Otomen, http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Otomen, Masaki Okada will be acting as Asuka Masamune. He's cuter now then in Hanakimi. Kyaa~!

Apart from Orthros no Inu, starring Ryo Nishikido and Hideaki Takizawa, I'm so looking forward to Otomen! This one is a must! Ushi, you will love this one! icon by community.livejournal.com/yourhandsdown/18018.html // 0322hrs @ Tomohisa Yamashita
Labels: j-dramas, live-action, manga, masaki okada, otomen, shoujo

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Sunday, July 19, 2009
*singing to Box In The Ship*

Well, my fujoshi-mind was running when I saw shots of SHINee in a recent magazine scan. Hani-senpai somehow, admitted to something and her fujoshi-mind was awaken. Clearly in the photos shows who're the semes and who're the ukes. GYYAAAKKKZZZ!!!!!! Her mind was totally running wild looking at the 3-some, Onew x Key x Taemin. My favorite has to be these 2 pairings. Minho x Taemin, Onew x Key. *wink to Hani* from how I arrange the pairings names, you know who seme, who uke ar~ ehekz!
i covered, not much. It turns out, I'm watching 2 Yuri animes this season. Aoi Hana and Kanamemo. Kanamemo kinda gave me a little surprise. Aoi Hana was obvious on how the story is going but Kanamemo, well, I was a little surprise but just a little. It's the opposite of watching yaoi animes. LOLz! But I'm curious though. The H-scenes of course. And if we girls who loves Yaoi are called Fujoshi, then wat about the guys who loves yuri? Hentais? Hmmm.... If that's it, then we Fujoshis are Hentais too! MMMMUUUAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAAH!!!! aaaaaahahahahaa!!!!!! Somehow I can swallow all that. After all, don't everybody have those dirty thoughts inside our heads, even just a little?

Anyway, after mom gave the idea to dad to paint the living room ceiling, he got excited and tried it out and was happy with the result.
Later, it became.... out of hand.
Well, almost. He came into my room saying he have this one yellow paint and wants to paint my room ceiling the color. I didn't think too much of it at first but last night, while I was hanging up the small laundries, I saw 2 tins of paint. I thought over it and before he could go to sleep, I told him to not paint it. But he said that it's dull, but I reasoned with him that the purpose of my room color is Natural. Nude. I'm just about to think of getting new curtains. But if he's to paint the ceiling yellow, the purpose of the color will be RUIN! It'll be hard for me to find the right curtain color or pattern.
And so, I guess he went to sleep feeling disappointed.
Just now mom asked me if I have seen the ceiling outside our room. I didn't notice it of course. Like as if I would wake up, walk out of the room and look up. Mom showed me and he had the ceiling painted grey! That small area, he painted it!
I smsed Ushi and she replied asking if he's planning to paint the whole house's ceiling. Lolz! ... I don't even want to think about it.
Mom told me he wants to paint the kitchen's ceiling too. But mom got annoyed and told him not to touch the kitchen and also their room. Never to touch it. I guess when Ushi comes back, he's going to ask her also. About her room ceiling.
Sigh.
Somehow, I've been thinking, the living room has gone back to its dull color though but as long as he don't touch our rooms, that's good enough.
EDIT:
Since ushi has bought along my speakers to the neighbouring country, I'm stuck with her speakers. Thus, I brought them to my friend on the 1st day. I wasn't quite adjusted to it for awhile as my room is smaller and with those bass, I was feeling high, reading up the books i borrowed, blasting the songs out loud but the sound came out too shallow for me. It sounded better when it was back to the original room. But it was useful for me when I listened to a drama cd. I left it out on the pc table the whole night after that and retreated to ushi's room to watch the animes/j-dramas.
Slept in her room, I woke up at noon but went back to sleep and woke up at 1600hrs. Got up and straight turn on the tv to watch Majo Saiban. Oh my, Toma Ikuta look so good.
Finished Asura Cryin', (waiting for Season 2) and I can't help it but to continue on Bleach. Ep 227 was a good filler. It shows what happened before what are happening now. How Rukia got to the real world, how Ichigo and Sado starts their high school life, how Renji became a Vice-Captain. By the end of the episode, I was totally reminiscing back to when I first started watching Bleach. Sigh. It has been 5 years, hasn't it? Now, I'm waiting for the latest scans of the manga. I so am excited on what will happen next. My friends asked me for spoilers and they said Ichigo looks scary but I thought it was... Utsukushii. But I'm going to miss that one Espada I adore. I'm thinking of compiling more of the manga chapters BUT I CAN't HELp IT!!! I think I just had to. Continue it. KKKKKYYYAAA~!!!
A piece of Fact on Bleach...
Reflection of each Espada's powers....
- Loneliness
- Sacrifice
- Nihilism
- Despair
- Destruction
- Intoxication
- Madness
- Greed
- Rage
- Time

Anyway, I couldn't wait for last Friday's telecast of Full Metal Alchemist: Brotherhood episode 15. So 2 days before I could watch it on Animax, I watched it online. I was totally going moe moe moe from the moment Ling Yao appears until the end of the episode.The op and ed also shows him in it. Looks like we will have to wait for a little while before the new Greed appears. Well, Ling Yao's appearance was the 2nd time I went moe moe moe. The 1st was when Greed appears. There'll be a 3rd moe moe soon. Crimson Alchemist, Kimblee. When I heard him in the 1st episode, I was excited. His full appearance will be soon. Soon. Soon! KKKYYYAAA!!!!
:: Kimblee/Crimson Alchemist cv Hiroyuki Yoshino
:: Greed cv Yuuichi Nakamura
:: Ling Yao cv Mamoru Miyano
These 3 sure gets me more excited over Full Metal Alchemist, apart from following the original manga story, Park Romi and Rie Kumigiya are the best main casts for it, of course but those 3 are really, the BEST BETTER casts.
Well, wat if Tattsun is going to be in? LOLz! I'll give him ... I can't think of any other characters for him. Almost all the characters are already out.
Jie wants Kamiyan to be in too, since most of the GUNDAM00 casts are in. Well, I can't think of any for Kamiyan but, I was thinking, when Scar flashbacks about his brother, maybe Kamiyan voice him. LOLz!!!!!!!
I'm used to Mikishin voicing Mustang now. But somehow, I still miss Toru Ohkawa's Mustang. Although I'm hearing him as Arawn in Tears to Tiara now.

Mentioning Tears to Tiara, I got to check out that seiyuu! I'm hearing him both in Tears to Tiara and Shangri-La. I'm kinda liking it. Makoto Ishii. .....WAH! He was a Production Assistant (Japan) on Initial D live-action movie and he's in not much animes/games too. He must be a part-timer.
LOLz! That's always the conclusion me and Jie would come up with.
Overdose of Takahiro Sakurai, Daisuke Hirakawa, Konishi Katsuyuki, I'm yearning for a bit more Masakazu Morita though. The guy who came down to Malaysia last year. I'm still hoping that Fukujun would come for this year's AFA '09. Sigh.

oKay, watched Mamo's new pv, J☆S. Just Smile. Love the song but I was totally shaking my head and covering my mouth tight. After the pv ended, I totally burst out laughing! It was mad. After seeing Tohoshinki wearing those colorful tightskins and vests at their concerts, and then SHINee came back with a loud color style and Mamo, omg. I don't know what's the trend already. It is the beginning of Summer. So loud colorful colors are of course will appear, but seeing what he was given to wear in the pv was like....
(my expression when watching the pv--->)
FYI, this is Death The Kid from Soul Eater. Voiced by Mamoru Miyano.
HHHUUUUHHHH???? except for the black pants, black vest, pink t-shirt, that was normal. The super baggy green pants. The PINK LEG WARMER ???? gehkz! wth. Am I going to see more of it? I see

enough from the SNSD girls, 4minute girls, After School girls... Thk I'll just stick to the Johnnys boys adorning them.
EDIT:
So the 4 seiyuus were given to put together their own characters GUNDAMs. They're so cute. Kamiyan get to do 2 of his. Seravee and Seraphim. Ushi? You're getting Seraphim? images by community.livejournal.com/miyano_fans/
I just have to say this..... 2 married, 1 single, 1 (said/heard) divorcee. Which one of these fits the 4 gentlemens above? EEEHEHEHEHEHE~!!!!!!

Finally, Mr. Akira Shock, yes, Tomohisa Yamashita. Can't wait to watch Buzzer Beat. hell cares if it's about basketball but got to watch the drama. LOLz!

okay, I am now ending this post after more than 10 times editing for almost 3 hours. I got to watch One Piece. But I think I want to continue my Full Metal Alchemist manga first... So, what will happen to Alphonse? Wait! I'll continue Bleach 1st. icon by supica.livejournal.com/4451.html#cutid1 What can be more interesting than Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei? // 0234hrs / Edited: 0515hrs @ Air Gear

Labels: anime, Bleach, full metal alchemist -brotherhood-, gundam00, hiroshi kamiya, j-dramas, mamoru miyano, manga, sayonara zetsubou sensei, shinee, toma ikuta, tomohisa yamashita, yaoi, yuri

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Friday, July 03, 2009
Double Shot

Has anybody read Are You Alice manga? Mad Hatter made an appearance at the end of chapter 1 and he's really more kakkoii looking than the Cheshire Cat. On the drama cds booklets, Cheshire Cat look more kakkoii then Mad Hatter but it's oKay, my White Rabbit is still kawaii. I hope there's an animation on it.

Hani-senpai mentioned something in her blog about the Seoul Garden which me, Senpai and Jie dined it.
Jie! We totally forgot that we went there to celebrate our belated birthdays! Yu Yokoyama's belated birthday and and and most importantly, Mamo's belated birthday!!!! alamak! we totally forgot to toast on all that!
But what can we do!? All we were thinking about that day was being hungry! Senpai was super into her meats. Jie down with stomach virus and me, totally into peeling the whole plate of prawns and calling out Yocchin's name as I break their heads off! LOLz!!!!
But like Jie said, we'll go again when Jie's fine!... JIE!??? WHEN??? that Hani-senpai, she said she start craving for more meats after got home.... WTH!
Maybe we'll go on the 1 year anniversay of Mamo's marriage announcement to us? LOLZ!!!!!!

It's nice. When SHINee releases their 2nd digital single, Love Like Oxygen, a remake of Martin Hoberg Hedegaard's Show The World, it was nice. SHINee sang it nice. But I don't like Juliette cuz Corbin Bleu's Deal With It sounds better. SM Entertaiment, or shall I say, most of K-pop songs are remakes of English songs. Eversince back then during H.O.T., I remember the news of a member and SM were being sued for plagiarism number of times, but anyway, I don't like Super Junior's Why I Like You cuz it's similar to Ne-Yo's Closer but I like Monster of their 3rd album. I found that Monster is a remake of a girlband, Monrose, the song, Just Like That. ... it's nice! I like it! I like both of it! Super Junior's Monster, I like it because of the music beats. For Monrose's, I simply just like it. (source: http://community.livejournal.com/omonatheydidnt/925986.html?#cutid1)

"Alright! No Problem! " icon by http://lilith-chan90.livejournal.com/7638.html Off to finish Sengoku Basara....
// 0429hrs @ Yuya Tegoshi

Labels: are you alice, drama cd, k-pop, manga, pop, remakes, sengoku basara

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Monday, May 25, 2009
1582

icon by http://community.livejournal.com/thedayhedied/7873.html scan by http://www.onemanga.com/D.Gray-Man/185/17/ This boy here, Yuu Kanda... He almost cause me to cut my bangs. It took great pains for me to keep it. I've been keeping short bangs for years. It is time I keep them long. Well, maybe not now. Hahakz! ~tempted!!!! // 0202hrs @ Subaru Shibutani
Labels: d.gray-man, kanda, manga, yuu

sad day in a sunlight

Wednesday, May 06, 2009
future - stephanie

ushi told me about Junsu's accident at the current japan tour and is now wheelchair-bound! NNOOO!!!!! i can't not see my Junsu not dancing in performances. I feel so bad for him! I rather see jaejoong on wheelchair then him! although jaejoong seem to be having fun pushing him around there. Now I can't see that sexy butt moving around for awhile! JUNSU-ar!!!!!!! photo taken from http://sharingyoochun.wordpress.com/2009/05/06/pic-the-secre-code-concert/

i don't know if i'm actually feeling lethargic or if my bodyclock is turning back. but then again, i think it is the heat that is forbidding me to continue my sleep. sigh. when i turn the fan on to number 2, i get cold. when it's back to number 1, i start perspiring again! can someone invent a fan with a number 1.5? the sky turns red. it gets windy. and it rained. ONLY FOR A MERE 5 MINUTES!

dates get all confused. panics everywhere. but the date's settled now another thing is ruining the moods. aiyah! uncle!? why u say that to grandma? see la! now all the mothers not happy liao. and now we the young ones have to sacrifice. and why the hell must i stand in the front line again?! shid-chan! don't forget ar! saturday wear your DBSK t-shirt ar!!!! we are going to be cutting lots of chillies and onions and all! renn-chan! wa-chan! natto-san!!!! be prepare for saturday! we are going in to the battle in hell's kitchen.
Hope none of the monkeys will pay a visit. I would really love to see them though. 5 years already have not step into kampung! wah! my hair! my head is going to be heavy! i hope it'll be cooling at night! those who bring laptops!!! i want to tumpang charge my ipod ar! MUACKZ~! i love you la!

.................................................! coffee always taste so nice after you are awake.

Tatsuhisa Suzuki is covering the May calendar. oh man~! i don't mind not hearing him as a seiyuu but he had such a good voice. i want to hear more of his singing. he and showtaro should be making a tour together.
made a trip down to kareshi kanojo no mise and bought some things. going there is really dangerous. after getting what i wanted to get, i ended up getting something else. replacing Princess Hours with Ulquiorra & Grimmjow. Chibi ulquiorra & grimmjow. i small pouch to put in my ezlink card and silverina. it fits perfectly and on boy it's so cute.
wanted to get a pair of headphones but change my mind as i saw one that i really want. so! i will take my time! it cost a lot but not so much. i will make sure i will have it as my possession and oh my god! the heat is really back! i just remember this lappie can't accept files through bluetooth. i don't know why can send but can't receive. wth! so no pixs! will have to wait for ushi to wake up then get her to transfer thru wire. sigh. sian!

downloaded the sony erricsson theme creator awhile back and put it to good use last night. i really want to change my gundam00 wallpaper to something else. create a super simple gray/black/white theme. neutral so that it'll look good when i change my wallpaper. Kai Etou. i fell in love the first time I saw Switch manga. he's just a sweet boy with an alternative side of him.

miss Skip Beat?
http://5pb.jp/games/skipbeat/

listened to Oniichan to Issho http://z3.invisionfree.com/BLCD/index.php?showtopic=1446 in the bus and it cause an uproar to me. cousin shasha happened to take the same bus as me and it's good thing she sat with me. all the way i was trying to control my laugh. covering my mouth to smile. by the time the story ends, i told her to laugh along with me. not knowing what was going on, she laughed along. until i was done laughing then i told her what i was listening to. LOLz~! the story is too short and i hope they make a continuation to it. gonna read up the manga later on http://www.mangafox.com/manga/oniichan_to_issho. I still have Dolls and Switch to follow up. and when the hell will I be continuing Are You Alice? series. that's a really difficult story I tell you. wait, it's not as difficult as Kiri. oh well! will listen to Nakayoshi Kouen on the journey to kampung on friday! woohoo!

uuwwaaaahhhh!!! i need to rearrange my playlist soon. don't want to get bored on the back & forth kampung.

icon by http://community.livejournal.com/tegomass_ai/2773.html walked in the cafe with yocchin. no holding hands, that's our rule. our hands will only touch behind close curtains, behind close doors. after we got in the cafe, we were ushered to a seat and after so long of not spending time together, we were disturbed by maaya. of all time, why now? she was there with my girlfriend! Suzu. long time no see that guy. hahakz!
seriously, maaya has been bugging me to set up a date for her and suzu. it's really hard. suzu being my girlfriend.
no. not that he is all gay and homosexual. just that, he is open enough to let me talk about girls stuffs with him. like how i have a bad cramp when i'm having my period. how it hurts down there. sadly enough, even i don't see him manly enough. i'm so scared of coackroaches that i'll scream out loud even if it see it passing by. instead of protecting me, suzu will scream and runs away. it's so sickening but that's what cute about him. lolz~! i'm like the man when i'm with him.
yocchin goes to the counter ordering our coffee. maaya sat down for a little while and told me how she got suzu to go out with her for a cup of coffee. she bumped into him at the nearest convenience store and suzu only simply said hi and walked away. maaya grabbed his hand and asked to go for a cup of coffee. she was holding his hand so tight that it cause a mark. she was so sorry and begged him to treat him coffee. suzu had no choice but to go. she said he seem really scared and couldn't even run.
sigh, this maaya. how many times i told her to be gentle but she just wouldn't even try. that's why suzu always comes crying to me whenever he's hurt.
yocchin came back with 2 glasses of coffee and a piece of double chocolate cake. maaya says hi to him and went back to suzu. took a glimpse back at suzu and there he was just sitting quietly like a doll. sigh. poor guy.
stayed in the cafe for almost an hour as me and yocchin starts our conversation about how the world is doing now. yocchin is such a caring person. i just couldn't let go of him. even though we're having a secret one, he is such a caring person that i can't let go. i can't even let it out that i want us to go public. i'm scared if he would just look away. -tbc @ 0400hrs @ yuya tegoshi

Labels: coffee, dbsk, drama cds, fiction, heat, junsu, kampung, manga, seiyuu, tohoshinki, wheelchair

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Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Current Music : All In Vain - Dong Bang Shin Ki

I need to make a new playlist or re-arrange them. I've added 3-4 new tracks and am so loving Hikaru Utada's Come Back To Me.

Sigh. Nothing exciting in my life going on right now but more pressure topping up on top of me head to toes. Oh so nice to hear the whole dbsk members rapping together in All In Vain. I bet not many know of that song. Yoochun is the lead. Sigh. Yoochun~ah~.

I seriously have something to blog about but..... I totally forgot what I want to blog about.

Anyway! I finished Chaos Head! I finished Earl & Fairy! I finished Kurozuka.
~BIKU! SHOK-KU~! Miyu Irino voiced Kuon and aside from Kuro, Kuon is the next cool character in Kurozuka but oh why does Kuromitsu has to create him? It's a totally big shock. BIKU~SHOK-KU~!!!!!

Burned 59th NHK Uta Gassen on dvd-rw as data but it only played the first 35mins. Just nice right before Tohoshinki appears! WTH!

Wah! I missed Speed so much. Good that they're back! Love Hiro and Takako! ~!!kyaa

had a little problem with starhub and wnat to blame my eyesights? I don't know. Maybe I should. How come I paid to the wrong account? And I wonder which old man's, old lady's little girl's, OL's starhub account did I paid to?
made the neccessary rounds and inform the stupid starhub and more paperworks just came in. Sigh. it's just a mere transferring and sigh.
Oh well, I understand that black & white sure do are needed.

Anyway, before dad sits down on his ugly sofa to finally watch the rest of the news and ushi already out almost getting to the stairs, dad called us over to the room. he was LAUGHING!
now, when dad calls over sometimes it can be good and sometimes it can be bad. This time, he brought us over into the room and showed us something in the shower room.
I looked at it properly and I thought, a RAT?! well, it came into the house before but NO! it's a BIRD la!!! that normal damn normal black bird that is always flying around. mypioa?? don't know what's the name la but what the hell is it doing my parents shower room???!!!!!!
Dad said it might had flew in purposely or dropped in. 0_O dropped in????
okay, anyway... Dad carried it as it cries out and let it flew off at the kitchen window.
LOLz!
i think it's funny la.
those stupid birds starts coming in our kitchen once and wanted to go through our rubbish bin! What the hell!

okay, Justin Timberlake's Magic is in my playlist and I wonder how the case is going on with SBS. LOLz! see la! want to licence2 ar! now you kena back! who ask you use leaked non-copyright song? What is Justin Timberlake going to think of Korea now? Best! You let our little Taeminnie and Yunho danced to it. But I think Justin's okay with Rain dancing to it? They might have become friends by now, right?

oKay! I need that cheque right now! Just when the hell are you coming back from overseas? Where are you by the way? Can you please come back, get my cheque sign? I'm kinda broke here. I need my transportation money. icon by http://community.livejournal.com/okimiyage/27437.html And I want to order my Mamo-kun's upcoming Limited Edition Album (with the dvd).

Wanted to continue Saiunkoku Monogatari S2 BUT i couldn't help it but to continue Skip Beat ep14 & Junjou Romantica S2. Misaki finally said it! "I Love You". oh~aaawww~ seriously! even if it's BL, he finally said it to Usagi-san! both episode 9-10 are on the 2 of them. When can I see my favorite couple? NOWAKI!!!! KAMIJYOU!!!!!! i'll have either one of them if they ever turn straight. WTH! I'm talking about anime/manga characters here! Why? Can't fantasize abit? Why do you think girls love Boys Love??? YAOI??
I'm not even a Yaoi. although i unconciously have one in my collection and even if it's a light one, i'm now turning into the BL fan. *glares at sijie*.
I so can't wait for Shou Fuwa's Prisoner single to be out!!! MAMO-KUN!!!!!! DAIJOUBU-KA???!!!!

Should I? or Should I not? Read Loveless? After watching the anime and reading about it in wiki, it's getting on my nerves! I think... I SHALL READ IT! but! but! but!
i want Soubi for meself. everytime i think of Loveless, i'll think of Soubi. ~kkyyyaaa~ especially when he ties up his hair. ~hurhurhur~

okay! i want to eat and continue on To Aru Majutsu no Index??? no! think i'll continue Scrap Sensei! i miss my cute Hey! Say! Jump boys. waiting for Code Blue SP, Rescue and Kami no Shizuku. can't wait for KAT-TUN's One Drop and D-T-S and I think i'm going to stop having pasta for the next whole month. // 2201hrs @ Kazuya Kamenashi

Labels: anime, bird, boys love, dbsk, junjou, Loveless, manga, romantica, soubi, tohoshinki, yaoi

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