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i don't know if i'm actually feeling lethargic or if my bodyclock is turning back. but then again, i think it is the heat that is forbidding me to continue my sleep. sigh. when i turn the fan on to number 2, i get cold. when it's back to number 1, i start perspiring again! can someone invent a fan with a number 1.5? the sky turns red. it gets windy. and it rained. ONLY FOR A MERE 5 MINUTES!

dates get all confused. panics everywhere. but the date's settled now another thing is ruining the moods. aiyah! uncle!? why u say that to grandma? see la! now all the mothers not happy liao. and now we the young ones have to sacrifice. and why the hell must i stand in the front line again?! shid-chan! don't forget ar! saturday wear your DBSK t-shirt ar!!!! we are going to be cutting lots of chillies and onions and all! renn-chan! wa-chan! natto-san!!!! be prepare for saturday! we are going in to the battle in hell's kitchen.
Hope none of the monkeys will pay a visit. I would really love to see them though. 5 years already have not step into kampung! wah! my hair! my head is going to be heavy! i hope it'll be cooling at night! those who bring laptops!!! i want to tumpang charge my ipod ar! MUACKZ~! i love you la!

.................................................! coffee always taste so nice after you are awake.

Tatsuhisa Suzuki is covering the May calendar. oh man~! i don't mind not hearing him as a seiyuu but he had such a good voice. i want to hear more of his singing. he and showtaro should be making a tour together.
made a trip down to kareshi kanojo no mise and bought some things. going there is really dangerous. after getting what i wanted to get, i ended up getting something else. replacing Princess Hours with Ulquiorra & Grimmjow. Chibi ulquiorra & grimmjow. i small pouch to put in my ezlink card and silverina. it fits perfectly and on boy it's so cute.
wanted to get a pair of headphones but change my mind as i saw one that i really want. so! i will take my time! it cost a lot but not so much. i will make sure i will have it as my possession and oh my god! the heat is really back! i just remember this lappie can't accept files through bluetooth. i don't know why can send but can't receive. wth! so no pixs! will have to wait for ushi to wake up then get her to transfer thru wire. sigh. sian!

downloaded the sony erricsson theme creator awhile back and put it to good use last night. i really want to change my gundam00 wallpaper to something else. create a super simple gray/black/white theme. neutral so that it'll look good when i change my wallpaper. Kai Etou. i fell in love the first time I saw Switch manga. he's just a sweet boy with an alternative side of him.

miss Skip Beat?
http://5pb.jp/games/skipbeat/

listened to Oniichan to Issho http://z3.invisionfree.com/BLCD/index.php?showtopic=1446 in the bus and it cause an uproar to me. cousin shasha happened to take the same bus as me and it's good thing she sat with me. all the way i was trying to control my laugh. covering my mouth to smile. by the time the story ends, i told her to laugh along with me. not knowing what was going on, she laughed along. until i was done laughing then i told her what i was listening to. LOLz~! the story is too short and i hope they make a continuation to it. gonna read up the manga later on http://www.mangafox.com/manga/oniichan_to_issho. I still have Dolls and Switch to follow up. and when the hell will I be continuing Are You Alice? series. that's a really difficult story I tell you. wait, it's not as difficult as Kiri. oh well! will listen to Nakayoshi Kouen on the journey to kampung on friday! woohoo!

uuwwaaaahhhh!!! i need to rearrange my playlist soon. don't want to get bored on the back & forth kampung.

icon by http://community.livejournal.com/tegomass_ai/2773.html walked in the cafe with yocchin. no holding hands, that's our rule. our hands will only touch behind close curtains, behind close doors. after we got in the cafe, we were ushered to a seat and after so long of not spending time together, we were disturbed by maaya. of all time, why now? she was there with my girlfriend! Suzu. long time no see that guy. hahakz!
seriously, maaya has been bugging me to set up a date for her and suzu. it's really hard. suzu being my girlfriend.
no. not that he is all gay and homosexual. just that, he is open enough to let me talk about girls stuffs with him. like how i have a bad cramp when i'm having my period. how it hurts down there. sadly enough, even i don't see him manly enough. i'm so scared of coackroaches that i'll scream out loud even if it see it passing by. instead of protecting me, suzu will scream and runs away. it's so sickening but that's what cute about him. lolz~! i'm like the man when i'm with him.
yocchin goes to the counter ordering our coffee. maaya sat down for a little while and told me how she got suzu to go out with her for a cup of coffee. she bumped into him at the nearest convenience store and suzu only simply said hi and walked away. maaya grabbed his hand and asked to go for a cup of coffee. she was holding his hand so tight that it cause a mark. she was so sorry and begged him to treat him coffee. suzu had no choice but to go. she said he seem really scared and couldn't even run.
sigh, this maaya. how many times i told her to be gentle but she just wouldn't even try. that's why suzu always comes crying to me whenever he's hurt.
yocchin came back with 2 glasses of coffee and a piece of double chocolate cake. maaya says hi to him and went back to suzu. took a glimpse back at suzu and there he was just sitting quietly like a doll. sigh. poor guy.
stayed in the cafe for almost an hour as me and yocchin starts our conversation about how the world is doing now. yocchin is such a caring person. i just couldn't let go of him. even though we're having a secret one, he is such a caring person that i can't let go. i can't even let it out that i want us to go public. i'm scared if he would just look away. -tbc @ 0400hrs @ yuya tegoshi